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Numb.
The feeling of feeling absolutely nothing. The pain has become too much and I can't physically and emotionally handle it so my brain has decided to switch it off. I don't know what's worse, having one of the only few people you care about get killed right in front of you, or someone you care about even more... be responsible for their death.
Nate.
I can't even think about him without my heart breaking into a billion pieces. I don't understand how he can betray me like this, I thought our bond was stronger than that, strong enough to overcome anything.
But I guess I was wrong.
I needed some sort of comfort, I don't want anyone else in the house to see me like this, I felt like that there was only one person I could turn to and that was Miles.
It is now tha
