Loving you again

It all started like a dream,being the only child of my parents,I was giving every thing money could ever buy but I got less attentions. I come from a wealthy background,my dad owns a multi I billionaire oil company while my mom is a model,I am a tropical resemblance of my mom(that's a fact I never accept). Like every other rich kid I had a nanny,house maid and even playmate but that's not the type of life I want,mom never understand that I can take care of myself being a girl of fourteen I was treated like a baby,mom always insist on me having a nanny giving excuse that I can't take care of myself . I know u think my family is a picture perfect one but trust me when I said it not even close to that. Something was missing and that is the love of a mother, my mother valued her work more than her family,she dedicate all her time travelling from one country to another. Unlike mom dad is always there for me,he was the mother of the house taking my mother place in my life. It dawn on me that mom did not care if I existed,I got used to the way she put me. School life was far more better than life at home whenever dad travels,looking forward to senior high school,mom doesn't care a s**t about school. When it comes to me I love my dad more than my mom,am so used to him, sometimes I wonder how it will feel like if mom takes a day off and come home to spend time withe like dad does but I know that day is far away from coming. When dad is out of the country my nanny is always the one making sure everything is in place. I wonder how she is so perfect in everything she does even at her age. She takes good care of me,always there when I feel lonely and dad is out she fill in for my mom,she tells me stories,we have conversations and sometimes she tell me how my mother was like till something happened,she never tell me what happened to change my mom whenever I ask her she will tell me that when the times come my mom will tell me. "Emmy your mom love,she just need time"that what she tell me whenever I ask.