Kalahari. I stood firm . Even though I was terrified as hell inside . I took a deep breath, I can do this . I can , ofcourse I got this . No I don't . I have nonentity. Look at me trying to fib to myself I am powerful like Texas Ranger yet I am a baby butterfly . I sent him a text , he didn't answer back. Atleast he saw it . I saw two read ticks . He will be here any second . I was prepared for him. I wore a sacred white as snow lingerie and a see through kimono. Mary told me they like it when it's sexy . They won't be hard as she emphasized . I hope she was right as she helped me pick this lingerie. I heard the keys slap across the table . In my mind I began to count from ten to one . Counting calms me down . Gives me a certainty that all is well. I have never feared a man as I d

