Kalahari He was in the shower . I didn't know what to do other than enter the bed . Sleep wouldn't come early today . His bed had his scent. I covered myself with his comforter. I shut my eyes when he came from the bathroom. He vanished into his dressing room. Shortly he got on the bed. " I can tell you aren't asleep" he said. I opened my eyes. He settled in next to me . We stared at each other , no touching, or cuddling , just us gawking at each other . Wondering what each is thinking of the other. I yawned . I was really sleepy. I had a long day ahead of me . " Do you want to talk about it ? " he said . " what about? " " Jacob will buried tommorow, I know it's hard for you to lose one of your students. " he said . " yes Fero, " I turned to face the ceiling. " I feel so pai

