Four
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Chapter Four
Keiera's POV
Kyan's subconscious display of affection and love towards Andrea made me realize that there was no future here for me or the child I was carrying, I was the intruder and villainess in their beautiful love story, the other woman whom Kyan's grandmother had forced upon him in the absence of his first love and mate, I was an option and second choice. I felt a tingly sensation in the put of my stomach and I instinctively looked down at my belly, it wasn't protruding yet so it would be hard to tell that I was carrying another life inside of me.
The arrival of the child would make things more complicated as I could tell that Andrea wasn't just back for the show neither was she tired of touring the world as a supermodel. She is back to take what rightfully belongs to her; her man that was forced to marry another helpless woman; me.
'What do we do now? Your father doesn't want me, I don't want to bring you into a world where you wouldn't be loved but tolerated.' I quietly muttered to my unborn child, hopeful a solution would pop up.
An idea suddenly popped into my head. It was more of a fact, if there was no child that linked Kyan and I together then even if he rejects me I would be free from him, I would somehow forge another path which seemed unclear at the moment, for myself. I had to abort the child, it was too much of a reminder that I'd failed at love and romance.
The loud buzzing of my phone jolted me back to reality, I checked the caller ID to see my only friend; Riley calling.
"Your royal highness Luna of the great Silver soul pack." Riley flattered.
"You're one dramatic queen aren't you?" I replied, uninterested in her hypes.
"You sound bad, are you fine?" She asked, detecting the sloppiness in my tone.
"I'm not, I'm actually contemplating a really weird decision right now." I confessed.
"Stay right there, I'm not far away from the pack house, I'll be there in ten minutes or less, to think I just wanted to call and inform you that I was somewhere around your hood." She revealed.
"You don't need to-"
She hung up before I could tell her not to bother coming over since we could discuss it on phone. I sighed and waited for her presence. True to her words, ten minutes later she was ushered into my room by a maid. She threw her hands around me and hugged me the moment the maid left.
"Girl, you look devoid of me." She joked.
I laughed drily and she turned all her attention on me.
"Spill." She ordered.
I subconsciously rubbed my belly and she gasped.
"Don't tell me, you're preg-"
I instantly covered her mouth with my hands and hushed, her, afraid someone would hear us. Clarice had ears everywhere and she was on her toes trying to get some dirt on me, I definitely didn't want Kyan finding out through her.
"Keep it down Riley, good goddess, what is wrong with you?" I cautioned her.
She laughed nervously and I let go of her.
"Sorry, I was just so excited." She apologized.
I rolled my eyes at her, she was being overly dramatic.
"You're pregnant." She whispered.
"Yes, and I'm contemplating abortion." I revealed, quietly.
"What!" She exclaimed and I shot her a deadly glare.
"I'm sorry but what? Why?" She asked, quietly.
"I don't know Riley, there's a lot going on in my head and life and I just don't want him to be a part of it, it's too messy." I confessed.
"It's a he?" Riley asked, excitedly.
"Or a she, I can't tell." I chuckled.
"Does Kyan know?"
I shook my head. Riley sighed, she wasn't oblivious of my rocky relationship with him neither was she unaware of all that I've went through while being married to him, she was one of the reasons why I haven't given up on life yet so she understood my own perspective and my reasons for the tough decision.
"You should let him know, he has a right to." She advised.
"You think so, it's just a lot and I'm not sure if this is what he wants as well but-"
Riley gave my hands a gentle squeeze and smiled at me encouragingly.
"I know this is a lot for you but this child as yours as much as it's his, you can't take that decision alone, it's selfish." She explained.
I inhaled deeply and nodded my head.
"Alright." I agreed with her.
She teased me about getting pregnant and whined about being the godmother for the next hour until she received a call and had to leave. My mind was made up, I would inform Kyan and whatever his decision is would determine what I would do next. I went straight to his room to look for him but he wasn't there but I ran into his beta as I was leaving.
"Luna." Matteo greeted respectfully.
I acknowledged his greetings with a nod and was about to leave when I decided to ask him.
"Where's the alpha?" I asked, curiously.
"Didn't he tell you? He went skiing with Miss Andrea." Matteo revealed, shocked that I didn't know of my husband's whereabouts.
"Oh." I said, flatly and then faked a smile.
"I guess he forgot to, thank you Matteo." I added and walked away.
I went back to my room and laid on the bed since I had nothing else to do and while waiting for his arrival, I slept off. When I woke up, it was past midnight and I blamed my pregnancy for making me oversleep so I decided to go see Kyan the next morning. The next day, he was absent from his room once again and I had a maid tell me he had left with Andrea for some important business or so.
Evening; they went to a fancy restaurant for dinner because Andrea craved seafood and we were out of it. The entire week, the duo was stuck together and always around each other which made it hard for me to get Kyan to be alone so I decided to write him a note, if he wouldn't be chanced to speak to me then he'll certainly be chanced to read a note when he finds it in his bedroom.
I'm pregnant Kyan, I'm carrying your child, let's talk about it. Keiera.
The note was straightforward.
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