This Thug Love Is Real

Chapter 14

Sausha POV

'for 2 months me and Antwan have been going strong. i love being with him and i really like him. we havent said the L word to eachother cause i dont think either of us feel the same way about eachother. we just have deep feelings and thats all, thats it ! right now were just chilling on the couch watching 'Hit The Floor'

Twan: look at Ausha trying to get some balls now !

Sausha: right ! she needa sit that ass down. if i was Derman i wouldnt be abe to trust her with Derrick.

Twan: yeah. but Derman punched the sh.t outta him though ! Ieana that b.tch though ! i dont care what nobody say.

Sausha: yeah i like her too.

'when he was about to speak his phone rang. his phone always rang when we were together having fun or whatever and by whatever i dont mean s*x ! we  havent got that far. i think he thinks im not ready when i really am. i mean have yall seen Antwan ? definiton of S E X ! anyway Twanny got the phone and looked at me with a sad expression. i already knew he had to leave. he always have to leave ! stupid dumb ass drug business ! i hate it and i wish he would just stop. but i got a feeling that isnt happening anytime soon. i remove me legs from his lap and he gets up and pecks my lips and walks out the door. well i see imma be here alone. once again.'

Antwan POV

'i got a call from Raim and he said that the other trap house has been broken into. i mean theres nothing in there but furniture cause i knew some sh.t like this was gonna happen. i walk into the trap house and told the boys to follow me into my office. once they were in here i got straight to business.'

Twan: somebody must have snitched and i dont like snitches. so we gonna need to do some research and find out who broke in there and blast some mothaf.ckers !

Fizz: i heard it was the KFAL (kill fist ask later)

Twan: alright. all we need to know is who snitched and i have a feeling its one of the niggas out there working the corner for us. so imma need yall to be keeping tabs and whoever looks suspicous yall follow then for a while and if yall know its them. bring them to me ASAP ! understood ?

Everybody: understood boss.

'right when everything starts going good somebody wants to f.ck it up ! all i know is that they are not getting o easily if they think that. i dont play, i dont care that i didnt have sh.t in that trap house. the point is, is that you decided you wanted to f.ck with me. let the games begin.

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'by the time i got home it was 3 in the morning. i had alot of sh.t to plan out and it wasnt easy and its not going to be easy. i walk up the stairs and go into the room to see that Sausha isnt in there. i went to go check the other room, the one i gave her when she first came and come to find out that she was in there sleeping with no care in the world. i went and took a shower then climed into the bed with Sausha.'

Sausha: get out.

Twan: whats wrong with you ? why you in here ?

Sausha: cause i didnt want to sleep with you so get out Antwan. you always leave me alone anyway so whats the difference now ?

Twan: Sausha ge---

Sausha: no get out ! just get out so i can go back to sleep !

'i shook my head and just got out of the room. so thats her problem. mad cause im always leaving. she acts like i dont try to make time for her. everytime i dont have anything to do i spend it with her. she has to understand that im trying to make this money and im not gonna stop anytime soon. she can have her little attitude all the f.ck she wants. doesnt make a difference to me. she'll get over it !'

Sausha POV

'nigga gonna try to come and sleep with me ! what this look like ? you can bounce yo ass to YOUR room and ill keep my ass in MY room. some my say im being childish or i dont understand. i dont give a care what you think. i do understand that he has to work, i just wish that it he didnt have to work with drugs. childish ? i might be, but i mean he always comes hom until late and leaves me to sleep by myself might as well always sleep  by myself. i just be hoping that hes being safe doing what hes doing out there.