Lena P.O.V
After reading and having pizza with the men downstairs. I retired to my room. I ran a bath and sat in it thinking about everything.
I can definitely see myself slowly falling for Ryker, but I don't want to spend alone time with him. Especially when he was so set on rejecting me in the beginning. I could agree to he friends and that is where I will keep him. I don't want to allow myself to get close to him, even though I can feel it in me that I need him, and I want him.
It also hurts deep down, knowing that we are only bonding now because we have no choice because I am the selfish one who doesn't want to danger myself to a rejection. I mean, would if I find a second chance, mate? Someone who will accept me wholeheartedly without hesitation. Then again, I wouldn't fully trus
