Arise, Lorie

The beginning

For now, I am facing this kind of job every day. Going to an office-based job from Monday to Friday. Waiting for the salary to come during payday. Waiting for the weekend to come and spent it with my loved ones, friends, and family or just treat myself after a long tiring week. This is my everyday life. The life of an ordinary woman in this world. 

I am being optimistic about what's happening around me. And accepting things that come to my life every day. I believed that, if you just wait and don't move, you'll miss out on something. So just go on. Do things that you can do while you are breathing and moving. Take chances when you can. And the one last saying I can give, do not stop believing in everything. I know it's hard sometimes, but take the opportunities, or else you'll regret it later. It's up to you. You know their saying, it's now or never.

As a believer of Deity, before I go to sleep, I pray. Then this time, I wrote down a list of different characteristics that I want to become so that I can become a model...ha hahaha. Yeah, it may sound crazy, but I just want to take an experiment. Just a few changes only. Like, to have healthy long hair, not just good but great skin from head to toe. To become more intelligent. To become fluent in other 10 languages, like Mandarin, Russian, Spanish languages and etc. To have a healthy body and more. I list down all these things because I want instant results. I don't have that much money and time to take on languages classes, to visit dermatologists and etc. For me, having a pretty face is not enough. You should be smart and intelligent in this world full of competition. People nowadays look first at your knowledge then second your looks and third, your personality. If you want to become a world-class person, you need to have a world-class whole being. I am not saying a perfect one, because can be perfect. But great changes in yourself can lead you to great things in this world.  So here we go, I prayed all these things to Deity and this paper, I put it under my pillow. 

It's 2 am. I am the kind of person who can wake up immediately when something is going on in the middle of sleep. So in case of emergencies, I can really say that I can save myself. I woke up at 2 am. I know I am not dreaming. I have a lamp beside me because I usually experience nightmares and they say it is bad if you don't have any lights or source of light when you go to sleep. I can't sleep with the lights on, especially if it is directed to my face, so they suggested just having a lamp in the side of me so that I may not experience nightmares and as I moved into my apartment, I took their advice. As I woke up, there is something...I am not afraid of ghosts or any spiritual forces. Yeah, I am so brave. I think if a ghost is really true, I will not run to hide, but instead, I will talk to them and ask them "why are you here" hahaha hahaha. I noticed that my window with a thick curtain has a reflection of light in a circle form. At first, I think that it is just a reflection from the outside. But the shadow of light becomes lighter until it reflected my face. So I stood up, suddenly the light becomes bigger and it is like in a human form. It is very lighter that my eyes can't see anything except that light. So the light is like a human standing in front of me. As I have said, I am not afraid of ghosts. I walk towards my window to open the curtain then the light in a human form in front of me speaks. "Hi, Lorie" I have a great hearing and sensitive smell, wherein these two senses of mine are strong. I suddenly stop. Before I go behind that light in front of me, it speaks. So, I was shocked. I can't move to go further to the window and open the curtain. The voice is so loud and clear like it is talking to me. I cover my eye with my elbow because of the light. It is painful to my eyes if I didn't cover myself. While I am standing, I said back "Who's there, who's talking". Another voice again said, "It's me, the Deity, the Deity of  Impossible".  I smiled. Because I don't believe that it is really true. So I replied, "Really, maybe you are just a ghost. Why are you here?" The Deity replied "Because I heard your prayers. I came here today to give what you are asking a very long time" and I replied, "Oh really. Okay. Thank you. I will not expect from you. I just want to have a goodnight sleep because it's weekend tomorrow. So if you don't have other things to do here, just let me sleep." He replied "So you don't believe? I thought you believe in impossible things." I replied "Yes...but of course, I am wise." He replied "Okay, that's good then. Tomorrow, the things you listed on that paper will come true. Big brands in the world will get you. You'll be happy and contented this time. I hope you'll stay a good woman. Lastly, these good things will only last until you get married. After that, you'll live in normal life. I hope you'll use this wisely. Be careful and be wise." This is the last thing he said and he leaves. The light was gone. And I am still standing and my mind is processing if the things he said will come true. So whatever, I want to go to bed again. I really need to sleep again. I want to enjoy my weekend. I woke up at 10 am. Finally, it's the weekend again! I think I have a goodnight's sleep last night. I feel like, I slept for 9 hours because I felt good as I woke up.  I have a big mirror in front of my bedroom door.  As I am supposed to go to the living room and open the door,  I turn myself into it to comb my hair, I notice to myself that there are changes...