Dala-dala yung cooler ay naupo ako sa buhangin dito sa dalampasigan. Agad akong napahiga. Wala na akong pake kung madumihan man ako. It’s been a long day. Yung katawan ko parang binugbog. Well, totoo namang binugbog ako.
Pati din yung pride ko nabugbog. I sighed. I can't deny it. It was my fault that I acted that way. I have no excuse. My past will forever hunt me and no matter how I try to redeem myself— or at least ask Raja for forgiveness— I can't do it. For I am stuck here in this isolated island with nowhere else to go.
I admit, nagse-self pity ako. What Nova told me earlier was echoing inside my brain. Am I not really deserving? Just because I lost control of my temper?
On the other hand, I should have faced Raja without losing my temper. Nadala ako sa nararamdaman ko kaya ganun
