You Wouldn't Dare

CHAPTER 16 - VIOLET

I had to make the burning end, had to find a way to stop the desire that was

licking its way through my veins. Even the merest brush of fabric against my

skin had my toes curling, moaning out loud in sheer pleasure.

Never in my life had I felt such an overwhelming desire, my entire body

seeming to throb with longing. All around me I could pick up the smells of a

dozen different males, each one calling to me, howling out as they scented my

heat. My wolf purred back, trying to break free. I needed to make this stop

before I grabbed the first wolf I could find and beg him to f**k me until this was

over.

I looked around the room, needing to feel safe, needing to know that no

wolf could get in here. I would drive them mad with desire, their instinct to take

me for their own overriding all thought and reason. I climbed off the bed,

shivering as my clothes brushed against my body in the most erotic way, giving

me sensations I had never experienced until now.

The Moon Goddess knew what she was doing. It would take strength far

beyond that which I possessed to resist this urge to mate.

I padded over to the door and twisted the lock, knowing that it provided

little protection but also knowing that deep down I wouldn’t care who burst in

here. So long as they had a solution to ending the desire that had me shaking as I

climbed back into bed, I would welcome them with open arms.

My back arched on the bed as another wave of desire hit me, sending a

current straight to my core, my panties getting wetter with every passing second.

With a strength I hadn’t even realised I had, I tore my clothes off my

body, sighing in relief as the cool sheets touched my skin. Another blast of heat

shot through me, causing me to claw at the bedsheets.

The desire was turning to physical pain as my swollen c**t demanded to

be touched, my p***y throbbing with every second that passed.

Khaos.

I needed Khaos. My heat was made for him, he was the only one who

could end this torture for me. Well, at least he was the only one I wanted to end

this maddening feeling that completely consumed me.

I was at war with myself, wanting this to end more than I had ever

wanted anything. Yet wanting… no needing, this feeling to continue until Khaos

arrived. I needed to feel his thick c**k inside me for the first time, but I wouldn’t

ever go to him. I refused to let him see me this helpless and needy. I wouldn’t go

running to him, throwing myself at him – again. 

I was a modern she-wolf and hadn’t remained a virgin this long without

figuring out ways to take care of myself.

I pushed a hand between my legs, not even bothering to warm up as I

started frantically rubbing my aching c**t. It wasn’t enough, no matter the

amount of pleasure I got from this, I needed more. I rammed two fingers inside

me, curling them in the way that Khaos had taught me, trying to find the spot

that would take the edge off.

I felt the pressure build in my stomach as I rocked my hips against my

hand, imagining it was Khaos here instead, that it was him stretching me to my

limit as he took my virginity. I spread my legs wider, using my free hand to

squeeze my n*****s between my fingers, sending a jolt of electricity straight to

my c**t.

My orgasm hit like a tidal wave, the warm gush of my p***y juices

coating my fingers as I continued to frantically push them in and out of me,

screaming out in pure pleasure, not caring who could hear me.

Still, my body burned, my skin covered in a fine sheen of sweat.

I needed more!

I went back to my c**t, squeezing it tightly, rolling it between my fingers.

I dragged my fingernails down my plump, wet lips and spread myself apart, the

warm air hitting my soaking p***y causing my hips to buck in the air.

I was imagining Khaos was here with me, that he was working magic

with his tongue, making me c*m over and over. I pumped my fingers in and out

of me faster, thrashing wildly in frustration when the door flew off its hinges

with a loud bang.

I knew that lock wouldn’t keep him out.

Khaos stood with his arms on the doorframe, his head hanging low, his

breathing ragged and uneven

“Violet,” he panted, his voice so strained and hoarse that it didn’t even

sound like him. I moaned, my toes curling at the longing tone.

“Khaos,” I breathed, “thank the Goddess you’re here. I need you, please,

help me make this stop.”

He looked at me then, his eyes drinking in the scene before him. I spread

my legs even further, letting him see my glistening p***y, the dampness that had

pooled on the sheet underneath me.

He shook his head, seeming at war with himself, but he couldn’t help the

way his eyes were dragged back to my body against his own will. He felt the call

of the heat as much as I did, I knew that he had to be feeling all the pain I was in

as his blood burned for me and me only. My arousal would call to him as no

other woman had before. Sweat beaded on his forehead and he growled, shaking his head in an attempt to clear some of the fog of this potent arousal.

“Please,” I begged again, seeing his self-control crumble

“Violet,” he repeated, his voice distorted, “we can’t do this.” His fingers

curled into the doorframe, the wood splintering beneath his hands. I heard the

crack as the frame snapped and knew that I was winning the battle. “If we start,

we won’t stop. You need to tell me to go whilst I still have an ounce of control.

Tell me to leave and not to come back. Tell me you don’t want this, don’t want

me.”

“I do want this; I want you!”

If it hadn’t been for the fact that I could see his c**k jerk beneath his

trousers, I would have thought the flinch he gave was out of pain. Instead, it was

out of desire, another powerful wave of arousal hitting him because of my

words.

“I don’t want you to regret this,” he ground out through gritted teeth. His

entire body was tense, ready to pounce at any moment. His breathing was still

rough and uneven, he knew this couldn’t be denied.

“How could I possibly regret anything to do with my mate? Take me,

Khaos, I’m yours. Don’t you want this?” I ran my fingers down my p***y,

bringing them up to my mouth so I could taste myself.

I saw the moment his self-control snapped, the air crackling as though in

triumph.

He came to me, climbing onto the bed and kissed his way up my body.

He laid himself between my legs, his c**k positioned at the opening of my

pussy. He used his hands to hold himself up, looking down at me as his eyes

scanned my face, seeking an answer to an unspoken question. I grabbed his arse

to pull him down, to have his c**k inside me at last.

“I need you, Khaos. It’s you, it’s always been you. Please. Forget about

today, let’s have tonight, our night, the way it was destined to be. Please.” I

begged, not caring about how I sounded or that he could use my desperation

against me in the morning. All I cared about was the here and now, of sharing

this with him.

I reached between our bodies, grabbing hold of his shaft, and rubbed it

along my p***y, coating it in my juices. We had fooled around enough times for

me to know what it was he needed to hear.

“For you, Alpha,” I whispered in his ear, nipping on the sensitive skin,

“you. I love you, Khaos.”

                                                    KHAOS 

This was the most amazing sight I had ever seen - Violet underneath me, her wetness pressed against me, her warm thighs hugging me tight as she pleaded

with me to f**k her. I ground myself against her, covering her mouth with my

own as I took her hand, wrapping our fingers around my shaft, and guided my

cock to her entrance. She hissed as I nibbled her lips, opening her body to me as

she wrapped her legs around my waist.

“No teasing, not tonight,” she breathed, “we have a lifetime together to

drive each other wild. Please, just this once, give it to me and don’t hold back. I

can’t stand it any longer.”

Fuck. How was I supposed to resist that? She pushed her hips up

instinctively, and I felt her plump lips spread around the lip of my c**k. My

body burned hot as I pushed into her further.

Goddess, she was so tight and wet. She arched her back, drawing me in

deeper and I gave one hard thrust, burying myself to the hilt as she threw her

head back on the pillow in pleasure.

“Are you okay?” I whispered, placing soft kisses along her collarbone. I

stayed still, allowing her to adjust to my size, but Violet had other ideas, raking

her fingers down my back as she moaned my name. I clenched my jaw with the

effort it took to hold back and not take her the way I wanted to.

“Please don’t stop, f**k me faster, harder. I can take it, Khaos,” she

breathed.

Using one hand I grabbed her waist, lifting her hips higher, driving

myself deeper into her, reaching between our bodies with my other hand to play

with her c**t, rubbing it between my fingers as I slammed into her with long,

hard thrusts.

Her p***y clenched around me as she struggled for control, her legs

shaking, meeting me thrust for thrust. She was completely shameless in my

arms, so desperate to find her release.

I rotated my hips, knowing I’d found the spot when she started bucking

wildly. Almost immediately she screamed in pleasure, and I knew she was about

to c*m.

I stopped moving, keeping her on the edge and laughed slightly as she

growled at me, tugging on my hair as I denied her the release she so desperately

wanted.

                                                     VIOLET 

Khaos kept me on the edge of orgasm, teasing me. I knew he was holding back,

not giving me all of him in fear of hurting me. I loved the gentle way he was

stroking me, but I needed more.

I twisted beneath him, flipping us over until I was on top of him, straddling his hips between my thighs. Without missing a beat, I sank myself

down on his thick c**k, using my fingers to spread open my p***y lips so that

my c**t would grind against him with every move I made. Khaos smiled at me as

I rode him, not caring about anything other than my pleasure.

I leaned forward, resting my hands on the wall so I could hold my t**s

above his face in silent invitation. He needed no further instruction, taking my

stiff n****e into his mouth and flicked his tongue along it. He grabbed hold of

my arse, slamming me down on his c**k harder, helping me to move faster as he

lifted his hips to meet my every move.

Within minutes I was there again, feeling the tightness in my stomach

building higher and higher.

“c*m for me, Violet.” Khaos groaned, moving his fingers between my

legs, seeking out my c**t.

That was all it took.

I screamed loudly as I came, my p***y clenching around him. I moaned

his name and felt his warm seed spill inside me, both of us panting and out of

breath.

“Thank you,” I whispered when the last tremor had left my body. Khaos

said nothing. He simply brought me down next to him, spooning against my

back. He planted kisses along my shoulders and spine, his c**k sliding out of me

to rest against my arse.

I fell asleep, smiling to myself, finally feeling at peace.

I stretched as I woke up, wincing at the pain between my legs. The haze from

The Heat had hit three more times in the night and each time Khaos had woken

with me, taking me repeatedly. Every time he showed me a different position, a

new way that he could tease my body until I couldn’t take it anymore. The

second time we had taken it slower, exploring each other’s body in a lazier way

until the need overtook us and he bent me over the bed, pulling my hair back

with every thrust as he spanked my arse.

“Morning,” Khaos mumbled sleepily, planting a kiss on my temples. He

jumped out of bed with a groan and I couldn’t take my eyes off his muscled back

and perfect rear as he made his way to the en-suite. I listened as he took a

shower, my stomach twisting with nerves.

Last night was perfect. More than perfect. It went beyond anything I

could have ever imagined, and Khaos had been nothing short of amazing with

me. He was patient and giving, never pushing me into anything, allowing me to

be the one to initiate every time. He had still been the teacher though, dominating me in all the right ways.

Regardless, I still had to do this.

I jumped up to wrap myself in a dressing gown, sitting on the edge of the

bed as I waited for him to return.

Minutes later, I smiled shyly as Khaos came back out of the bathroom, a

towel slung low around his hips. I patted the empty space next to me.

“Is everything okay?” He asked, frowning when I refused to meet his

eyes.

“Not really,” I replied sadly, hating myself for what I was about to do.

He sighed heavily, wrapping his arm around my shoulders.

“This is about Logan, isn’t it?” I nodded, a tear spilling down my cheek.

“I’m sorry. I know you were telling the truth. I was so blinded by my arrogance

yesterday; I didn’t stop to think. I saw the two of you kissing and the pain almost

brought me to my knees. I was hurting and wanted you to hurt. I know that

sounds awful but--” I placed my fingers to his lips to silence him.

He kissed the tip of my finger and I had to bite my lip to stop the sob

escaping me as I took in the utter heartbreak in his eyes.

“Khaos--”

“No, Violet, listen to me. I was pig-headed and moronic. Nothing I ever

say will take back what I did, the way I humiliated you. I know you think the

rest of the wolves were against you, I could tell by the look on your face. I

assure you they weren’t. Jasmine read me the riot act the minute you left. I think

a couple of the warriors feared her actually.” I smiled at him, imagining Jasmine

in a temper. She would be a force to be reckoned with as she faced up to her

Alpha.

“I’m sorry, Violet. I know I say that a lot, but I truly am.”

“I know. I’m sorry too. We’re making a mess of this, aren’t we? I’m not

sure it’s this difficult for anyone else.”

“Other couples probably don’t admit it. Or they’re stuck in a boring

relationship, neither one of them having anything to say to the other. We work,

Violet. We’re dynamic, alive. We bring out the worst in each other, but there’s

no one better suited for us.” I stayed silent, not knowing what to say to him.

“It’ll get better,” he promised, kissing my fingers one by one.

“No. No, it won’t. I’m sorry, Khaos, but last night doesn’t change things.

You murdered my best friend in front of me... I know why you did it,” I rushed

out as he tried to defend himself, “but that doesn’t make it any better. How many

more people are going to get hurt because of our toxic relationship? Who else is

going to lose their life because of your jealousy? We’ll destroy each other and

everyone around us. You know that.” 

He didn’t bother to argue. Instead, he rested his forehead against mine,

breathing unevenly. I didn’t know he was crying until I felt the wet splash on my

leg.

“Khaos--”

“It’s fine,” he muttered, springing to his feet and wiping his face with the

back of his hand. “I completely agree with you.”

He opened the door and without turning back he said his last parting

words. “

This is your home. Please don’t feel that you have to leave because

things didn’t work out between us. I know you weren’t happy at the Atlantis

pack, I know your mother smothered you, so take your time. Decide what you

want to do, what will make you happy and let me know. However, I’ll be away

for the next week or so, and I’ll take most of my warriors with me. You’re free

to explore without fear of running into them. If you could make your decision

before I come back, we can go from there. Take care, Violet.”

He closed the door behind him softly, the gentle click sounding like a

slap. I hid my face in my hands, finally giving into the sobs that had been

building up.

I cried for Khaos and myself, for the love that could have been ours if

only things had been different.

I let it all out, crying for poor, dead Logan. For my parents who were

stuck in a bond they weren’t happy with, setting an awful example for the next

generation. I cried for Khaos and the boy that had been forced to grow up too

quick. The child that had desperately sought love but had found nothing but

cruelty and rejection.

But as selfish as it was, I cried the most for me and my wolf, for all that

we had lost and all that had been taken from us.