Riley I caught myself staring into the unknown as I thought about what I did with Jaxon which happened exactly two nights ago. Honestly speaking, I didn’t know s*x could be that good and that it could happen five times within seven hours. After Jaxon, I’m practically questioning myself as a person and as a human being for even believing at some point that what I had with Chase was amazing. First of all, s*x with Chase was awful most of the time. There were some moments where I’d reach orgasm, but that only happens when I stay on top and play with myself. A super-rare opportunity because he likes being on top and that often leads to him coming way before I do. It got so frustrating that I secretly bought a battery-operated boyfriend just to finish the job he can’t take care of. I’ve given

