A heart break

About six months ago, when you would ask me what a heart break is? I should have responded that it's a feeling you feel in your chest when mom and dad got divorced or when a family member die.

But as you left me in that cold night, the rain was pouring so hard over my head, my whole body was shaking not only because of the cold night but because of uncontrollable sobbings.

' How could I have been so stupid?? ' that was the question that always disturb me in what ever I do, I could have run after you ,beg you to forgive me for my silliness.

I'm a dull minded girl , who pushed you away when I knew well that I was in love with you again.

I'm so sorry baby, I was so scared to be left alone again, I was so scared to believe again.

When you turned and walk away from me and left me in that spot in that rain I was dying inside but also I found my salvation in you. Ohhh God my hope was walking away from me. The way you talk , the way you smile, the way your eyes are so protective over me made me realize that I was deadly in love with you. I love you sweetheart please come back...