Twin Flames

Confused

The next morning. I woke up and was running late. I jumped out of bed. Running into the bathroom. Throwing my

hair into a ponytail. Then running back into my room grabbing my joggers. Throwing them on and running out the door with my phone, ear buds and keys that hung around my wrist.

Jump into the car. Heading to the park.

I made it over to the bench. No one was out but a few people. I stretched and then started jogging. Listening to music. It clears my head.

I was jogging for a little bit when I saw him in front of me. I stared at his back. Almost drooling. As I watched sweat dripping down his back.

I took in a deep breath. When I almost tripped over my own feet. But I caught my balance and stumbled my way back up running.

I bit my bottom lip thinking. I need to see a doctor. Right now this man is driving me crazy. Every time I see him. My body craves him. Why is it. I'm so attractive to him. I think one time around will do. I hurried up and around him. I couldn't stayed behind him. I wanted to touch him. Hell I wanted to lick him. Every thing about his body screamed to me.

I made it back around to the park gate. I stopped and left out of the gate towards my car.

For the next few weeks. I only jogged around once. I couldn't stay near him much. Because I was afraid what I would do to him.

Three weeks passed and I barely saw him much.

My body was on fire. I needed his figure in front of me. I needed that fix. It was so hard to be away from him. We were like two magnets. Pulling to each other. His smile. I need to stop this. I have never felt like this before.

Guys I've seen before. Never made me feel anything like this. Some was cute but nothing compared to him.

I need to know his name. I went back home and got ready for work. I stopped by the coffee shop and got my bosses coffee. I started into the building. When the same guy I've been drooling over all morning is standing there by the desk.

I stopped in front of the door. Staring at the front desk. Hoping that I could hear his name. When I heard someone say move. I looked around at the door moving away from the door.

A crowd of people rushed in. I stood there trying to see if I saw him. He was gone again.

I turned and went to the elevator. I got in and pushed the button to my floor. The rest of the day. I didn't see him any.

Now it's time to go home. I hurried to the elevator going to ground floor. Hoping I would see him one more time. The doors opened and there he was. Heading out the door beside a young woman.

My heart dropped. I stepped out and watched them leave. I left out of the building Heading to my car. I got in and drove home. I was hurt and heart broken. Why wouldn't he have a girlfriend. He was gorgeous and I'm not. I'm just a plain woman. Nothing special.

I went into the kitchen and ordered a pizza and grabbed out the Rocky Road Ice-cream with a spoon.

I turned on a sad movie and ate ice cream. While I wait on the pizza. Thirty minutes later. I got up and paid for the pizza.

I sat the box on the coffee table and ate a slice of pizza. When I was finished. I put everything up and took me a shower than crawled into bed.

Good Night World. Then I turned over letting the darkness consumes me.