Today was the longest day that I’ve had in a long time. It seems like when things are going well, my life gets turned upside down.
Conor keeps reassuring me that everything is gonna be fine, but he just doesn’t know the whole truth. He knows nothing about Nìkolai or my past or who I truly am. Maybe it’s time to finally come clean and let some weight off of my chest.
Conor and I are currently taking a bath together in my huge jacuzzi tub that I have in my master bath. I thought it would be awkward, considering every other male’s touch doesn’t compare to Nìkolai’s.
But this is different.
I feel safe in Conor’s arms, like I can let my true self bleed through and not worry about any judgment from him.
I shifted in his lap, feeling his boxers cling to my skin underneath me.
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