NÌKOLAI’S POV
It’s been three long f*****g months and we are no where close to finding Valentina and my son. I want to be angry and lash out at everyone, but I can only blame myself.
I pushed her to run away and it’s all my fault.
I’ve been barricading myself in my office and not talking to anyone. They know not to bother me unless they want a bit of my rage.
Giovanni and I aren’t on the best of terms and Lucia knows not to talk to me right now. I feel betrayed from my siblings, but then again I’m the one who betrayed the one I loved the most.
Valentina.
Some days I wish she would just call me and let me know she’s safe. I want to hear her voice and hear my son mumble even though he’s not able to talk yet.
I miss them so much.
I took another swig of my whiskey bottle and st
