Eposide 5
633 Words
MIA POV
I was laying on bed bed in the hotel room staring into the ceiling thinking about what do I do next.
what is the best thing to do for our baby that is if Ethan accepts our baby all those thoughts where running through
my mind when there was a knock at the door which was funny as I hadn't ordered room service.
I went to go answer the door I started to smell the sweet smell of fresh mangos I realised it was Ethan I could feel my palms going sweaty and breathing was starting to go fast. I opened the door there he stood in shirt and shorts all muscles bulging out in all the right places I gulped I was lost for words. I wanted to jump him and ride his d**k so hard and fast damn stupid hormones. he was looking at me like he knew what I was thinking before either of us could say anything a wave of sick stared to rise up I thought great always great timing. I ran to the bathroom leaving him standing there I thought he would just stand at the door but no while I was throwing my guts up I felt his warm hands come and lift my long light brown hair away from my face and started to rub my back in circles when I was finished I sat on the floor next to the toilet and he sat opposite me. I decided to break the awkward silence.
"Thank you for that you didn't have to do that but I really appreciate it." I said
"that's ok I was happy to help after all you are carrying our pup anything I can do to make you feel a little better I will do" he said
which made a big smile come across my face. but then I really needed to address the elephant in the room
"what are you doing here Ethan?" I said while standing up and moving to the bed
he came and sat next to me "I came here because I wanted to talk to you about our pup and us I wanted to come after you but a pack matter came up and I couldn't I'm so sorry" I looked at him shocked
"does that mean you wanted us to be together?"
"of course I do regardless of whether you were pregnant or not I know its too soon to say but I want you too know that I love you so much Mia"
once he said that I started to cry buckets. I loved him too but I couldn't be with him it would mean him chooseing between his family and me and our pup it wasn't fair
"I love you too but this cant work I wont stop you seeing our pup but that's as far as it can go"
the look of hurt and shock on his face made me not want to look into his eyes anymore I couldn't do it
"WHY?" he shouted
"we cant" I said quietly not looking at him
"please Mia tell me why that's all I ask I need to know "
I took a big breath and thought he is right I do owe him just that so I then started to tell him everything
"alright I will tell you but please don't get mad."
"I promise to try my best"
"the reason we cant be together is because of your family they hate me and I cant make you chose that's not fair I wont do it that's why we cant be together and its not because I don't love you its because I do that im doing the hardest thing ever" I said and breathed out
he didn't say anything he just looked at me and I couldn't tell what he was thinking I just hoped he wouldn't hate me or his family.
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