The words of the heart

I will never forget the smell of your body, The memories of you in your favorite hoodie It just didn't happen like I was hoping because now your body lies on our bed so cold and lonely I will never forget you if only I could hold you ,to say goodbye. If only I could kiss you, then let you die. If only we could swap ,so u feel the pain in my heart, I pray and ask the lord,Just why did it have to be the one I love. I pray everyday up in heaven may you be safe I'm sorry there are memories we just couldn't make , like putting rings on each other 's hands, like me holding your hand as u give birth like watching our kids take their first step. I will never forget I swear that's true, I am still in love and the girl is you, I am still addicted to everything that is you Darling I hope I see you soon , close your eyes for now I will be with you at noon it still hard to believe but it's true, I don't think I'll ever find anybody like you, my darling I will always be inlove with you, if only you could atleast wake up to say goodbye , Rest in peace my love I will never forget you.