Chapter 7
556 Words
Passion POV
'today is the last day of my suspension. tomorrow i go to school and break up with Ethan. i feel like our relationship was just dumb. like he didn't give a f.ck about us. now im like f.ck it ! f.ck you ! f.ck us ! Passion gonna handle her own and move her way up to the top while yo ass at the bottom with yo little h.e Emily. that b.tch ! you know i've been bored in this house all week ? mama and pops went on a 'private' vacation. nasty, and Derick went out of town. i don't know what im pose to do ! i heard banging on the front door and ran downstairs to answer it. when i opened it i was surprised yet angry. standing in front of me right now, standing on my porch is no other than Karen. she looks like she's been crying too. why is she even here ? we aint even friends.'
Passion: what the f.ck you doing here ?!
Karen: Passion i don't know what to do !
'i let her in and we went in the living room and sat on the couch. im wondering what the f.ck is going on or what happened.'
Passion: don't know what to do about what ?
Karen: i'm pregnant Pash !
'wait hole up. pause, rewind, fast forward, rewind again and play.'
Passion: pregnant ? who the daddy is ?
Karen: Eric....
Passion: why him ? you know he aint about responsibility.
Karen: i know ! i f.cked up Passion, big time !
Passion: what did your mom say ?
'she went silent and a tear slipped out of her eye.'
Karen: she's dead Passion. she's been dead. those times you came over and i told you she was on a business trip, she wasn't. she was in the ground at the graveyard. after she died i started rebelling. when i put that sh.t in your bag. it was because i was jealous. i was jealous because you still had a mom and i didnt. i'm sorry for everything Pash. i really am !
Passion: damn, why aint you never tell me Ren ?
Karen: i don't know. you was the closest thing to a sister and i ruined it. i f.cked everything up !
Passion: we can rebuild us back up Karen. but what we need to worry about is that baby in your tummy.
Karen: i feel so disappointed in myself.
Passion: don't. this baby is a gift from god. keep the baby. maybe the lord made you get pregnant so you can focus and stop doing what you doing cause its making you go nowhere.
Karen: you're right. thanks Passion.
Passion: anytime.
'for the rest of the time we just talked about everything that's been going on with her. i told her everything been going good cause i don't trust her like that. a lot sh.t been happening with her since he mama died and we broke off our connection. she's been through a lot. she thought she caught something, caught Eric cheating, Eric thought he had got a girl pregnant, almost had her being out in the streets. i really hope this baby focuses her and pushes her in the right direction cause lord knows she needs that extra push.'
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