Something New (TTLIS Sequel)

Passion POV 'i know all about my real mother dying after giving birth to me and my real father was killed. do i feel guilty or anything ? no. i mean why should i ? my father new what he did to pops (Antwan) was wrong and that he was gonna suffer the consequences. his fault. then my mother didn't even want me. she tried to trap pops so he could leave mama (Sausha) and be with her ? i mean how stupid can you get ? i still visit her grave on my birthday before i do anything else. i don't know why. maybe because mama and pops always took me when i was younger. but now that i'm 17 i still do. i feel a connection to her even though she dead and didn't want me. pops told me she was beautiful and fun to be around until she started acting funny..... i know that pops was a big drug dealer and that one of mamas ex boyfriends kidnapped her and everything. i know. we have a strong connection and i can tell them anything without getting judge and im happy we have that. i guess yall are wondering what i look like ? well im average height, caramel skin color, medium sized lips, black hair that goes to the middle of my back with some blue in it, dark brown eyes and one dimple. anyway i put on some sweats, band tee and slides for school. i aint got time to be cute today. i hurry grab all my stuff, walk downstairs kiss mama and pops, grab a apple and get inside the car with Ethan. Ethan is my boyfriend. has been for over a year in a half. i love him, but sometimes he can be so dull. he doesn't kiss me in public. only hugs. and he doesn't do anything fun unless i drag him to do it. Ethan is white with medium sized arm muscles, pretty eyes and whatever color hair he decides he wants. he so yummy. at first daddy didn't like Ethan. why ? don't know. mama loves him though. i lean over and pecks his lips and he pulls out my driveway and starts the way to school.' Ethan: you look cute love. Passion: thanks baby. what are you doing after school ? Ethan: your welcome and prolly just chill at home. wanna come over ? Passion: yess. 'couple minutes later we pulled up to the school and got out the car. he came over and put his arm around me and walked into the school. we were at my locker when this girl named Emily that i don't like and she knows it came up to Ethan all smiley and sh.t.... uhhh ?' Emily: hey Ethan ! Ethan: hey. Emily: what are you doing today after school ? i was hoping we could hang out again. 'i shook my head and walked myself to class. i'm just not in the mood today. Ethan can do whatever he wants. i walked into Physics and sat down at my seat just as the bell rung. the teacher passed out papers for everyone to do. i got done with mine cause i'm just that smart and locked into my phone.' Ethan: why'd you walk away Passion ? 'just as i was about to reply the door opened and came in this fine ass dude ! he looked like that boy from holes. Khleo Thomas, but just an older version. light skin, little curls, tall. just omg ! no Passion no ! you have Ethan, you love him. that doesn't mean you cant lust over somebody else. well... true. he talked to the teacher than started walking my way and took the desk right next to mine. you can see all the girls in the class glaring at me. thots i don't care, hope they fall out ! he looked at me and smiled. gosh he had little dimples. i smiled back and went to reply back to Ethan.' *text convo* MyPassion: what do you mean why i walked away ? you hung out with Emily knowing i don't like her and i didnt know ! Ethan