Passion POV
'everybody packed their things in the van and we drove to the airport. i don't wanna leave. i love Colorado ! i have to come back and visit sometime again. i see Sky hasn't told Derick anything yet the way she hugged up all on him. i don't know what he seen in her. yeah she pretty and gorgeous, but her attitude and personality is a zero. if i was a dude i wouldn't be with her. Sebastian and Karen have really been hitting it off over this vacation. i think she wants some of my cousin, but is trying hard to stay focus. maybe Sebastian is the one to help her focus on things. maybe he's the guy she pose to be with. that she keeps looking for. Ethan been blowing up my phone since my actual birthday. he's so annoying. like dude i broke up with you get the hint ! i don't want you. go be with Emily. she's prolli playing him though. he's finally noticed he lost something good.'
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'were now back in Cali ! even though i love Colorado, i missed Cali. its home. everybody came to my house so they could go back and get they cars. somehow Skys car got here and she already left. Sebastian left and offered Karen a ride home since i picked her up for the trip. Jeremy kissed me on the cheek and left. now it's just me and Derick.'
Passion: you not gonna leave ?
Derick: i wanna speak to you.
Passion alright. speak.
Derick: i thought you and Jeremy were just friends. you said you didn't like him.
Passion: okay ? as you can see feelings grew. why you worrying about it ?
Derick: cause you my bestfriend. what if he take you away.
Passion: really ! this is about him taking away our friendship ? me and you are like bestfriends. me and him are not that.... me and him are on a different level. got it ?
'he nodded his head and gave me a hug and left. so he didnt like Jeremy on some dumb sh.t ! i mean it's not dumb, but then again it is. you know ? i walk into the house and went into my room. ill unpack later. i took a shower and changed in some pj shorts and a tank top. i went back downstairs and made me a bowl of cereal. when i finished that mama was walking into the kitchen. i smiled at her and she raised her eyebrow.'
Sausha: what's with you and Jeremy and the cheek kissing.
Passion: we like each other, but neither of us ready for a relationship just yet.
Sausha: *sigh* i'm lost. i thought you liked Derick.
Passion: *shrugs* me and him are just friends. bestfriends.
Sausha: and you're okay with that ?
Passion: yeah. it doesn't bother me. he has a girlfriend.
'she nods her head and makes her a bowl of cereal. we talk a little bit longer than i go and get into me bed and snuggle up in the cover. i don't know what to do. should i be with Jeremy ? or should i be with Derek ?'