Sitting out in the woods trying to decide how I got here. I knew a lot of the decisions I made on my own. Others were choices that were made for me to get me to this point. I just couldn’t wrap my brain about why he had to be so damn stubborn. He had no problem f*****g me the night before! Why did today have to be any different? I knew it wouldn’t be easy for either of us, but were we just going to be distant until I gave into his desires? The thought made my blood boil and I wanted to throw something again. I rolled my eyes as I stood and brushed off my pants. I titled my head back to look up at the sky. Wondering how so beautiful could ever exist or even make you forget everything. Sighing, I knew that I would have to go back. Samuel would be out of his mind. I knew it was asking too muc
