Chapter One - A Monster
~Elara~
“Let me go!”
I cry out in the dim light of the room even though I don’t know if anyone can hear me. My wrists burn from the silver handcuffs and my chest feels tight. My breath is coming in short bursts, not deep enough to fill my lungs. Panic threatens to pull me under, but I fight against it. I need to be strong.
“Let me go before my mate finds you. He won’t show any mercy. If you hurt me, he’ll…”
A low chuckle from the other side of the room stops me cold. Someone’s there, and I inhale deeply, trying to get their scent. That might give me some clue who it is, but all I can smell is Caspian’s hickory scent. It must be lingering from when he kissed me goodbye that morning in front of all our household staff.
“You don’t believe me?” I ask, trying to draw the person out even as my voice trembles. “You don’t want to cross Caspian. He’s smart and strong. He can be ruthless when he needs to be, and he loves me.”
The person chuckles again, and this time, I recognize the sound.
My blood instantly runs cold.
“You’ve got most of it right, Elara. All except for one thing: I never loved you.”
Out of the shadows steps my mate, his handsome face twisted into an ugly sneer. That’s why I could smell him: he was here all along.
My body trembles, the ice in my veins chilling me from the inside out. “Wh- what are you talking about?”
“I knew you were naive when I made you my mate, not to mention useless in bed, but are you really that stupid too? You didn’t have any idea?”
I have no idea what he’s talking about. He’s been more distant lately, yes, but never cruel. He’s never said such terrible things to me before.
“Any idea about what?”
“About why I took you as my mate. How I worked my way up through your father’s companies until I could buy them out from under him.”
Each word is like a nightmare. “You bought them? But… the takeover… the foreign investor…”
“That was me,” he confirms, his lips still twisted into that horrible, soulless smile. “And when the assassin got him? Who do you think pulled the trigger?”
From his side, he pulls out a dagger, the dim light glinting off it. I recognize it immediately: it belonged to my father. A family heirloom, it never left his side, but it was missing when they found his body. If Caspian has it, that means…
My mind rejects the idea, even though he just admitted it to me. No! This can’t be the man I dedicated the last ten years of my life to. How could I have been fooled so deeply for so long?
“Why?” I manage to whisper.
“He stopped being useful,” Caspian says with a shrug, as if that’s a perfectly valid reason. “And now, so have you. I have your father’s position and his wealth so I don’t need you anymore. I can take the mate I actually want, the woman I’ve been f*****g behind your back for years.”
Pain shoots through me, stealing my breath so that I end up coughing, the silver still burning into my wrists. There’s only one person he can mean, one woman he’s sworn to me over and over again means nothing to him. “Grace?”
He smiles again, but his eyes remain cold. “She satisfies me in ways you can’t even imagine. And when you’re gone, she’ll rule beside me.”
The insult cuts me deep, as he knows it will. “H-how did you sleep with her without me knowing?”
We’re linked through our mate bond. I should have been able to feel it. I should have known.
“A special medication I found on the black market,” he explains, twirling my father’s dagger in his hand. “Half a teaspoon in your morning coffee every day, and you never felt a thing.”
Memories flash across my mind of Caspian bringing me coffee in bed each day, making sure I drank it. I thought he was being kind.
I never knew he was a monster.
“At least you’ll still be beautiful when you die,” he adds, each word like another knife to my heart. “Unlike poor Isabeau.”
Pain rips through me again at the thought of my dear friend. “That was you, too?”
Is there any tragedy in my life not caused by Caspian’s hand?
“It’s always been me,” he confirms with pride. “I had it all planned out, every step of the way. You’re my final obstacle, Elara. All you need to do now is die.”
Stepping forward, he sinks the dagger straight into my heart.
The cold steel burns in my chest. It slices through me, but the pain fades away as the world begins to go dark around me.
The last thing I see is the smug smile of satisfaction on the handsome face I once loved more than anything in the world, but as my eyes close, I hear someone in the distance, calling my name.
“Elara!”