Chapter 18
‘Who are you?’
If you’d told me this a while ago, I wouldn’t have believed it either: I’m still attending meditation school, and today is already my fifth lesson. I’m not exactly what you’d call a model pupil, since I can’t be consistent, but I try to come every time I miraculously get out of the office before eight, like today.
I admit that I have started to notice some small results: although I still find this lotus position uncomfortable and unconvincing, I have nevertheless begun to experience brief but intense moments in which I focus so deeply on my breathing that I feel a connection with an energy within me. It’s an amazing feeling; pity it doesn’t last very long. I’m also managing my stress at work better – in fact, I’m getting really good: when I start to feel anxiet
