NOLAN
After getting off the phone with Rue, I just sat there on the bed, not having even the slightest idea as to what to do.
I really liked Rue. She was the one woman whom I chose to be with, but there were things I had to keep from her. Despite knowing I had bloomin' good reason for hiding a part of me from her, I still felt bad about it.
"Damn this," I voiced out, driving a punch into the bed.
Regardless of how genuine my reason was, I couldn't see myself quit thinking about lying to someone who so clearly loved me. When was this ever going to end? When I leave the bloomin' place, do I just go back to lying to her?
This was taking a toll on me.
I laid back on the bed, covering myself with the sheets, wondering if there was anything I could do to remedy this situation.
"Come have
