Special [Bungou Stray Dogs]

in physical pain atm um gay s*x moans ngghhg wow dazai's so hot omg so cool epic I'm gay your mom so true epic NO MATTER HOW MUCH THE FLICKERING CRIMSON COATS ME

IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH TO SATISFY THIS DROUGHT NOTHING EVER CHANGES EVEN SO EVEN SO

I GAZED INTO HIS SHADOW DISTANT LIKE A RAY OF LIGHT THAT PIERCES INTO THE WATER IMPOSSIBLE TO CATCH WEAK WEAK AND IT IS NOT ENOUGH UNREACHABLE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WRITHE A LONGING AS STRONG AS A REASON TO LIVE EVEN WHEN I’M UNABLE TO BREATHE FROM THE TREMBLING DARK WORLD ALWAYS THIS CREEPING PAIN TOO ONLY A TRIVIAL MATTER EVEN IF MY BODY SHATTERS EVEN IF I AM TRAMPLED IN VAIN BY THE BEAST CLOAKED IN HAPPINESS THIS YEARNING YEARNING WILL NEVER STOP AS THE TURNING ILLUSION HOLDS THIS STRAYING HEART

I SAW A DETESTABLE DREAM

AND I CLOSED MY EYES IN THE DEPTH OF DARKNESS IF THE THING CALLED HEART DOES EXIST IF I FOUND ITS EXISTENCE FROM THE TIME IT BEGAN TO MOVE IN THE ABYSS OF DARKNESS MAYBE MY WISH WEAK WEAK AND IT IS NOT ENOUGH

UNREACHABLE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WRITHE IN THIS DAY WHERE I’M UNABLE TO BREATHE IF I CAN MEET HIS GAZE WOULDN’T IT BE BEAUTIFUL FOR SURE MORE THAN THE TREMBLING DARK WORLD