Ch.1
CLAIRE
DING!!!
The elevator doors swung open right into an apartment. I stepped onto a floor so polished that I could see my reflection, a clear sign that I was out of my league. The blouse I had ironed twice this morning was wrinkling at the elbows. My flats, the best pair I owned, resembled something you might find in a donation bin.
Don't underestimate yourself. Don't appear poor. Just take a deep breath.
"Miss Dawson?"
A woman in a black uniform emerged from a side hallway. In her mid-fifties, she had a kind face but tired eyes. "I'm Mrs. Parker, the house manager. Mr. Asante is on a call right now. He asked me to take you to the sitting room."
"Of course," I replied, adjusting my leather bag. "Thank you."
"Mr. Asante is... quite particular?" Mrs. Parker inquired as I trailed behind her through the expansive living area. The space was vast, with floor-to-ceiling windows lining the far wall, allowing sunlight to flood the open-plan area. Central Park sprawled out below like a private backyard. The furniture featured clean lines and neutral tones, charcoal and cream, all perfectly coordinated.
"His daughter, Chloe, is five. She has some behavioral considerations we can discuss later. The previous six nannies lasted an average of four months, with one only lasting eleven days."
"What happened to the one who lasted eleven days?"
"She cried in the car on her way home and then re-enrolled in a retraining program."
HAHAHA!!!
I chuckled, but Mrs. Parker did not share my amusement. We passed a kitchen that could host a cooking show and entered a smaller room off the main corridor. It contained two armchairs, a side table with a glass of water already poured, and a window facing east.
So beautiful. So sterile.
"He shouldn't be long," Mrs. Parker remarked. She paused at the door, glancing back at me with an expression that was a mix of sympathy and caution. "A word of advice? Don't take the list personally."
"The list?"
But she was already gone. I settled down, crossed my ankles, then uncrossed them, and took out my phone. Three messages awaited me.
Mom: Hope the interview goes well, sweetheart. I’m praying for you. Don’t forget to have faith in GOD.
Sarah: Sis, if you land the job, could you send me $200 for textbooks? No pressure.
Gloria (Homeowner): Don’t forget to bring me my rent wherever you’re headed.
I locked my phone and tossed it back into my bag. The glass of water sat there, perfectly centered. I was thirsty but hesitant to leave a water ring on something that would likely cost more than my rent.
A sound from the hallway drew my attention. Soft, almost imperceptible. I turned and spotted a small face peeking around the door frame.
Chloe Asante.
She was small for her age of five, with dark hair cut straight above her shoulders and eyes so large and brown they seemed to occupy half her face. She wore a yellow dress with white socks pulled up to her calves, and she clutched a stuffed bear by one ear, its body dangling close to the floor.
She didn’t utter a word. Just stood there, half-hidden by the door frame, observing me as if she were weighing something significant.
My chest tightened. I recognized that expression. I had worn them myself six years ago, standing in the doorway of our bedroom the morning after my boyfriend Mark left, trying to determine if the world had shifted overnight or if I had imagined the entire event.
“Hi,” I said softly. I didn’t stand up. Didn’t approach her. Just remained where I was and smiled. “I like your bear. Does he have a name?”
Chloe blinked. Her fingers tightened around the bear’s ear. She didn’t speak, didn’t nod, didn’t shake her head. But she didn’t leave, either. She remained right there in the doorway, watching, and I understood without needing to be told that this was a test I hadn’t prepared for.
“That’s okay,” I said. “He can tell me when he’s ready."
A flicker crossed her face. Not quite a smile. Not yet. But the muscles around her mouth softened just a bit, like a door left ajar. Then, footsteps resonated from the hallway. Firm and purposeful, the kind of stride that anticipated the world to shift. Chloe's head whipped toward the sound, and she slipped away from the door like smoke, disappearing down the corridor without a sound.
I straightened my chair.
Eros Asante entered, and the room felt smaller. He was tall in a way that words couldn't fully capture. Six feet, broad-shouldered, built like someone who punishes the gym at five in the morning. His suit was charcoal, tailored so perfectly it seemed sewn onto his frame. Dark hair, clean-shaven jaw, cheekbones that looked like they were drawn with a ruler. And his eyes, gray, almost silver in the light from the window, locked onto me with the warmth of a sidewalk.
He didn’t smile. He didn’t offer his hand. He walked to the armchair opposite me, unbuttoned his jacket with one hand, and sat down. In his other hand, he held a small stack of printed pages, stapled in the corner.
"Miss Dawson," he said. His voice was low and controlled, the kind that never needed to be raised because people leaned in to catch it. "You’re from Queens."
"I am." I straightened my back. Don’t shrink. "Thank you for seeing me, Mr. Asante."
"I see everyone who wants to keep an eye on my daughter. It’s not a compliment." He glanced down at what I assumed was my file.
"You’re a twenty-five-year-old woman with no formal childcare certification, but you have two years of experience as a part-time babysitter and one year as a teaching assistant at a preschool in Manhattan." He looked up. "Tell me why you want to be a nanny."
I had rehearsed this answer three times in the mirror this morning. I delivered it calmly. "I need to step away from my previous occupation for personal reasons. I’ve always been good with children, and the pay rate will allow me to support my family."
"Personal reasons," he reiterated, as if he were saving it for future reference. "And you realize this is a live-in role. Full-time. Six days a week, with Sundays off. You will have your own room."
"I understand."
"My daughter has particular needs." His tone changed slightly, the corporate chill easing just a bit. "She doesn't speak much. She has her own ways of communicating. The previous nannies found that...difficult."
"Mrs. Parker mentioned there were some behavioral issues."
He placed my file on the side table and picked up the stapled documents. "These are the household rules. Forty-seven of them. I expect each one to be adhered to without exception." He extended the document towards me.
"Mrs. Parker will show you the rest of the apartment and Chloe's room. You will begin a two-week trial on Monday. If you can follow the rules and Chloe responds positively to you, the position will become permanent." He rebutted his jacket.
I blinked. "That's it? Don't you want to ask me more questions?"
"I've asked you everything I need to know." He turned toward the door, then paused, his silhouette stark against the light from the hallway. "Miss Dawson, One more thing. I don't need someone who feels pity for Chloe. I need someone who can manage this household without falling apart."
I stood, clutching the forty-seven rules to my chest like a protective barrier. "I don't fall apart, Mr. Asante."
He gazed at me. Really gazed at me. Not at my CV, not at my cheap shoes, but at my face, my eyes, as if he were probing for a weakness in my defenses. Whatever he discovered, or failed to discover, caused his jaw to clench.
A silence lingered between us. Not antagonistic, but heavy, like the atmosphere before a thunderstorm chooses its path. My heart raced in my throat, yet I maintained a neutral expression.
"We'll see," he remarked.
Then he left, his footsteps receding down the corridor with the same measured precision that had brought him in.