what it feels like to be loved

Do I regret it???

hmmmn.

that was my bestie.

what??? i shouted at her with a look that could should have send her off on her heels but I just wonder if that girl was from another universe cos she won't just budge.

did you regret breaking with grey?? the question hits differently than any other questions.

no I don't..y dd you ask???

nothing ,I'm just being curious.all I dd was just to nod my head

and from her mouth came my nickname again

Trixie

this time around I want to strangle her.but I can't cos leemah is the only one that understands me better than anyone.,and I just looked at her with pleading eyes to say whatever she wants to say so I can concentrate on my game.she seems to know she was annoying at this point and just laughed and said would you get back with grey if you are chanced ???.I said no and as presumed she inquired further.

why???

cos I still won't be happy the way I want to be ..I'm great with Travis .I just answered but right in my mind I know I love Travis but right then what I feel for grey is unexplainable cos I DNT want him nothing less but my friends but he doesn't.maybe if he is I won't be happy with Travis as I am .and I start thinking of ways to regret the breakup but none came up and I was calm again but just then my heart felt tied again.i still DNT know y I can't be the old me,or do I need to time travel??leemah looked at me as if I've been possessed and ask for what reason............

hey guys .my story might look confusion now but I want us to solve it together.cis right what's Kay (Trixie) thinking might be missing with her.