Broken

Chapter three

you're the one that is always smiling, laughing, and make jokes but no one knows about the pain that's in your heart that is eating you out from within, and one day that pain will take over and you will end your own life leaving everyone to ask why.

Tanya's POV.

The school day finally came to an end and I was so happy. I took up my books from off my desk and push them inside my bag. I walked out of the classroom and headed to the area where Kerry and I always met after school. which is in front of the vending machine. I stood there for some time and realized I didn't see her so I began looking for Jake instead.  I walked out the school doors looking for Jake in the parking lot it's a place he normally hangs with his friends after school but I didn't see him in the parking lot. Maybe he is practicing he is a football player after all. I made my way to the field which is located at the back of the school I walked over to the field. They were guys practicing but I  still didn't see him. I watched as one of Jake's friends run from off the field heading towards his bag on the bleachers to get something so I followed him.

"Do you see Jake?"I asked him when I reached him.

"I haven't seen him since the end of class. I'm sorry," he said walking away. 

I was about to leave when I heard a noise coming from under the stand. there were always some couples having s*x under the bleachers but it didn't bother me until I heard a voice sounding a lot like Jake so I looked under. I saw my boyfriend between my best friend's leg he was rocking back and forth his lips were connected to hers and his hands were planted on her a*s. as he trusted inside her. his eyes were closed and so was her as they enjoyed the bliss of i*********e A tear slip out my eyes and down my cheeks as I looked at the scene before me. my best friend and my boyfriend together. my heart broke and I had to do something. 

There was some water close by I don't know who it belongs to but I didn't care. I opened the bottle and dumped it through the whole. The water fell on Kerry's head and she squealed. They both look up and they spotted me. Jake quickly pushed Kerry away and zipped up his pants. I didn't allow him to explain or reach me so  I ran as fast as I could. Tears' falling down my face thank God the parking lot wasn't as full.

"Tanya! Tanya! Stop!" Jake shouted from behind me but I wasn't going to stop why should I stop.

I ran back into the school I didn't have anywhere left to go.

I kept my head straight. I ran into the supply room and locked the door. Tears flow from my eyes like a waterfall. That is when the voices came back again the voice that knows when I'm alone and hopeless. 

"No one wants you you're disgusting. Everyone hates you should just kill yourself no one would care because no one wants you." that sweet voice whispered in my ears. my heartaches as I recalled what I just saw. 

I cried and I cried. I took my bag off my back and I searched in the dark for my sewing seizer. When I found it I pulled it out. I hate myself no one wants me. I open the seizer I ran one end of the seizer over the soft skin of my arm. I felt the pain from my arm but that pain didn't compare to the pain I felt within. I ran the seizer over my hand again and again. The door then suddenly opens to reveal a brown curly-haired boy with glasses.

"Are you okay?" he asked with worry in his eyes. 

Could this stranger really care about me? I wondered in my head.

"No! No one cares about you. Your nothing." the voice in my head said again.

I let out another sub and I tried to run the seizer over my arm again.

The stranger grabbed my hand before I could do it this time.

"No! What are you doing?" he asked still holding my hand with the seizer.

"Oh s**t your bleeding. The one by your risk looks deep we need to go to the hospital."

"No! I just want to stay here." I said sobbing.

"Are you crazy?" he said looking at me as if I was crazy.

I didn't say anything but just looked at him.

He didn't wait on an answer this time he lifts me bridal style.

I squealed and wiggle to get out of his hold.

"I'm sorry I'm not going to let you go."

He took me up and carries me to the gym. Thank God both the gym and the hallway were empty. He rests me down on the bench.

"Please don't move," he said pleading.

He ran to the boys' locker room when he didn't hear me answer. I just sat there I was beginning to feel dizzy. I looked down at my hand my other cuts stop bleeding but the one closest to my risk. Blood was flowing through it and I wasn't stopping. The ground leading to me was spotted with blood and where my hand was had a small pool of blood. I was bleeding hard. I guess I'm going to die. The guy hurried out of the boys' locker room to me lets go he said. He looked at the seat beside me and saw the pool of blood.

"Oh no we need to hurry you are losing a lot of blood." he picked me back up and he hurried to the parking lot.

He opened the car with one hand and placed me in. he handed me a bandage "rap your hand with this it can help to ease the bleeding until we reach a hospital."

He speeds to the hospital ignoring all the red lights. By the time we reached, I could have hardly kept my eyes open. He picks me up and hurried me in.

The doctor quickly took me from him and put me on a bed they pushed the bed fast and took me away from the boy

The doctors shined a light in my eyes but I was feeling so tired so I began to close my eyes.

"I know you're tired but stay awake," the doctor said.

I heard but my eyes were so heavy so I began to close my eyes.

"Hello honey you need to keep your eyes open," the nurse said.

But I was too tired and my heavy eyes closed.