Broken

Chapter two

Be proud of who you are and not ashamed of how others see you.

Alex POV

BEEP, BEEP, my alarm rang in my ears waking me from my deep sleep I press it so it can stop its noise and I can go back to sleep. I close back my eyes to only be disturbed by a knock on the door.

"I heard the alarm I hope you got your lazy a*s out of the bed," My father shouted from the other side of the door.

I finally sat up from my bed. I rubbed the tiredness out of my eyes. I really need to start going to my bed earlier so I won't be this tired.

I finally got myself off the bed it's a good thing I took out my clothes last night.

I hurried to the bathroom and did my morning routine and went downstairs.

 but before I could completely reach downstairs I was hit with the beautiful smell of bacon, eggs, and pancake I  walked in the kitchen to see my mother putting in the last batch of pancakes. My two ten-year-old brother was already seated at the table. My little brothers are identical twins the both of them have curly black hair, cute freckles, and brown eyes.

I sat down at the table while my mother gave me some food for me when she was done I saw a hand coming from my plate. I looked up to meet my two older brothers. My oldest brother is Sam and he has short straight brown hair, green eyes and he's about 6'7. Sam looks more like our mother. My second oldest brother is James he has black straight hair, green eyes, freckles and he's about 6'6. There are both at least Sam plays football while James is a track star and my little brothers' names are Logan and London and they both are stars at football (English version of football).I have brown curly hair, brown eyes, and huge thick black glasses am only 6 foot.

My Dad walked into the kitchen now. He sat at the end of the table as my mother shear his food for him. My father is really fun of my older brothers and my younger brothers which father wouldn't there are all four sports stars while I'm just me. I stink at all sports I tried them all. Sports is not me but I enjoy reading am a straight-A student, unlike my other brothers. I can see that my father is disappointed with me but I know my mother loves me. She's softer with me.

"Let's go loser," Sam shouted out to me.

Sam and James were already in the kitchen entrance. Ready to leave to go to school I ran upstairs for my bookbag. By the time I was back down they were already outside I hurried outside before they drove away it's not the first time they leave me. I reached the car in the time I tried to open the door but the door was locked.

"Stop playing opens the door, Sam!" I shouted.

He laughed and drove away with my brother James.

I ran back inside.

"Dad, can I get a ride with you Sam left me again?"

"I'm sorry I can't your school will take me out of my root and I need to be at the office early I have some clients that would be there," he said.

My mother gives me a pitying look but I know she can't help me either. I guess I'll have to go by school bus. I walked to the bus station and I was so shocked to see her. Her back is turned to me but I know her anywhere. She lives next door to me Tanya Gager is her name. I had a crush on her since I was ten. She's smart, beautiful, kind and she's not easy to get .my brothers have been trying for years now. It was like if it was faith that brought me to the bus stop this morning. I walked slowly trying to figure out what am I going to say to her I was just foot away when a red car pulls up in front of her. She stepped in and she was gone. Just my luck!

I stepped out of the school bus and headed straight to my locker. My locker is opposite hers. Her hair was placed up in one with a big puff today. She was as beautiful as ever. I saw her eyes light up as she laughed at a joke that her friend beside her gave her.

"Go talk to her," I tried pushing myself. She was alone by her locker now and I wished I could just say 'hi' I began walking to her.

all I have to say is "hi" everything else will be natural. I told myself. 

I was stopped in my tracks by Jake . he was a bully who made it his mission to make me miserable.

he doesn't even like her he's only dating her to make me jealous. I see him every day making out with other girls.  

"Where do you think you're going?" Jake asked me he was standing right in front of me now.

"I'mmm not goinngg anywherre," I stuttered. I was afraid of him sadly and I couldn't do anything about it. I tried once to defend myself but I got myself beat up, 

"I hope so because I could swear I saw you looking at my girlfriend," he said standing in front of me like a large tree in a forest.

"No, I wasn't," I said afraid of getting beaten up again.

"And you know girls like Tanya don't go for guys like you. Go get a nerd girl like you," he said giving me a punch in my stomach, and walked away. I looked up just in time to watch him kiss her

he watched me as he did it to make sure I saw him did it. My heart shattered and all I could do was walk away.

he was completely right boys like me would never get a girl like her . all I could do was watched from a distance I had no reason to stick around anymore so I headed to my first class.