Xander’s Girl

Chapter four

1031 street at one o’clock, I never once forget the address or the date we always met, but today I was regretting it, I know Xander and I know what he could be capable of and I had to meet him, to tell him to stay off.

Patrick and I are happy, we have been and I can’t ruin that, today after he left for work, I informed him I will be leaving to the beauty salon, he quickly sent me money, making me feel special.

The breeze felt familiar, the road looked familiar, I haven’t been here since he left, my body felt a different wave of anxiety washing over me when I placed a knock on his apartment door, in a second, the door opened and I came into with a maid.

“Miss Camille.” She smiled, she still recalled me, I gave her a hug, I headed further into the house, it looked the same, my eyes scanned across the room when I caught the same portrait of me in the living room.

He kept it.

“Xander is waiting for you in his room, it’s so nice to see you.”

“You too Ella.” I whispered with a smile on my face.

She is a maid that worked for him, she was in her late forties, a vibrant woman with a smile on her face, I gave her one last smile before I headed further into the place.

It hasn’t changed one bit, I feel reluctant when I moved closer to the door, I could near old memories rushing back to me, my moans, my screams, the way I begged him, it felt like it was all happening.

A breath falls out of my lips when I headed into his room.

“I knew you will come Cami.” Xander said, he was settled on his couch, my eyes scanned across his room when I saw another of my picture.

I didn’t know how to feel about this, he never threw them away.

Xander stood up and he moved closer to me, before I could let him come any close, I moved away from him.

“Are you scared of me Cami, are you scared you will lose focus of what you can do to do.” Xander whispered, my eyes peered up and my eyes met his.

“I came to talk.” I whispered against my breath, “and you are going to listen to me.” I stated.

I have thought about this all night and I knew I can’t let him win at this, I can’t get distracted.

His eyes met mine, waiting for me to speak.

“I am never going to come here ever again, you are never to mention what happened between us to my husband, Patrick and I are in love.” I said when a chuckle falls out of his lips.

This time when he moved close to me, there was no escape.

“Were you guys in love when you moaned my name over and over again, when you begged me to f**k you.” Xander whispered, his tone was husky, I looked away from him when he used his fingertips to guide my gaze, my eyes met his and my breath hitched.

“That was the past Xander, you can’t come into my life and ruin it, you can’t make business with my husband.” I whispered.

“I can and I will.” He said, his tone was short and harsh.

Xander is always determined when he wanted something and that’s what scared me about him, he was never one to take no for an answer.

He was too close to me, all I could focus on was his cologne and when he pulled me even closer to him, I could his his crotch against my body, my eyes met his and I watched as his eyes darkened; he looked at me the same way he did all of the time.

“What do you feel Cami.” He whispered.

“Xander stop.”

“What do you feel.” He asked again, his tone was husky, his hot breath fanning against my face and my eyes met his. “Do you feel what you do to me, do you feel how you make me feel.”

“I can’t do this.” I whispered, I was trying so hard not to give inc I could tell I was close to giving in and I knew that’s not what I came for.

My eyes met his again and my breath hitched.

“You came here to tell me to stay away form you, to stay away form your home and your his husband when deep down you want to be with me as much as I want to be with you, when deep down all you can remember is how I felt inside of you, when deep down all you can remember is how I made you scream.” Xander said.

He was right and I could not deny it, even if I wanted to, I knew just one touch was enough to make me want him again, he leaned in and he brushed his lips against mine.

“I am not going to touch you, you will beg me to touch you Cami, and as for your husband I don’t give a s**t about him, you will come when I ask you to come.”

“No I won’t.” I stated, I moved away from him this time, he can’t demand things from me.

“Like I said, I won’t touch you until you want me but you will come here whenever I ask you or else.”

“Threatening me again Xander.”

“Yes Camille.” He said, his eyes met mine and he smiled. “Or else your husband loses everything, this long dream of his to be great architect is over and you and I both know I have the power to ruin him, to make thing horrible for him.”

“You won’t do that.” I whispered, when he smiled, he didn’t have to say the words, I know he will.