Emily
I slowly opened my eyes, feeling slightly in the middle of my leg when I realized I was naked and lying on the bed. Panic set in as memories of the night before came flooding back, the beer toasts, the conversations, and the reckless decision to let my guard down with Lucas.
My eyes went wider as I realized what we had just done, how could I have let it happen? Straightening myself I pulled the sheets up to my chest, my heart pounding. We had s*x and judging by the emptiness of the room, he was already gone.
A wave of shame and self-loathing crashed over me. After everything Jack had put me through, I had fallen into the same trap of vulnerability. The ache in my body reminded me cruelly of the intimacy we shared but as much as I wanted to wallow in despair, I forced myself to st
