Long-lasting love

Marriage is a bond between two people that no one else understands. A partnership that gets each other through life when you need each other the most and share the most amazing experiences with....... That cold air proves the glory of winter season in December..... Cassandra Spec was standing near the balcony the needle like cold air caressed her milky white skin instead of feeing coldness......... Her body burned like a lava in volcanic mountains. " WHAT DID HE DECIDE" She didn't know........ He asked " ASK ANYTHING YOU WISH " she replied " I WANT TO MOTHER OF YOUR CHILDREN " He didn't say anything but went out immediately. He came back after sometimes but she cannot find anything in his face it looks like an iceberg emotional face. WILL HE SAY " NO " OR WILL HE GRANT HER WISH..... She can hear her own heart beat. She stepped inside their room. The cold air that released from air-conditioner it remins her the cold wind that pricks like a needle. Her leg felt like jelly. So she stumbled she murmured.... " WHAT A LIFE IT IS " A pearl like tear drop fell from her eyes. It's not an year its been four years JOEL SPEC didn't touch her. " THE OFFENDER CAN BE PUNISHED ; THE PERPETRATOR CAN BE PUNISHED " Here, She didn't offend anyone he also didn't buy why did he gave her this punishment and he is also being punished to whom can she say this......... She smiled bitterly. Cassandra accepted this way of living with you but in sometime in sleep he subconsciously lay his hand on her she forced to feel the warmth of him this flash the memories of the night when they became one body and two soul. The memory will injusticely eat her sleep. At last it ended in unsleepable night. At that time, she'll sob entire night silently. He'll show his back and fall asleep. Did not tried to coax her. At morning she cannot find him, he'll go to his office early. To forget this, she'll also engage herself in household and office work. But when she see the fallen face of her mother in law, Mrs. Tara Spec, NO.. NO... when she fall on the words said by Mrs. Bella Cullen, that arrow will directly hit into her heart. Joel loves her so much. Cassandra too know this. She can't find anything less in his love. He was very respectable and wanted person in the country. He's also considered as a Romeo and a dream boy for every girls. Some girls flirt directly to him in front of her but he'll not speak to anyone. His one death glar is enough to make them silent. Though there's many girls to see or flirt but he need only Cassandra near him. Every girls fell jealous over Cassandra when he hold her hand and walk in the crowd, she can feel the jealous gaze over them. Joel filled every needs of his wife without asking her. He bought her rich diamonds, Gucci handbags, clothes, shoes, but none of these bought smile in her face. She need only him.... His embrace can bring her smile. He know that but he can't do that. She said her heart by this lullaby. THIS IS MOMMA'S LULLABY LISTENING TO THIS CHILD VOICE. MOTHER EARTH PAINTED A NEW SCENERY. DROPS OF WATER WANDERED TO BE BORN AS RAIN. THOUGH THE RAIN STOPS, TREES DRIZZLED AGAIN. JUST A KID, EVEN HE'S AN ADULT BY AGE. STILL A CHILD, SHE TAKES MOTHERS IMAGE. NO OTHER BLISS CAN ARRIVE THIS HAPPINESS BUT, I'M A GARDEN WITHOUT FLOWER......! I'M A MOTHER WITHOUT CHILD. MY SON ARE YOU NOT. ......! When she sang this song,..... He felt someone cut his flesh and ripe his heart from his body... But Cassandra didn't get to know the pain of him. Joel didn't know one-day his mother....... Mrs. Tara will suffer in severe heart attack when he was not in the house. Cassandra will take care of his mother without considering her health and save his mom. It happened...... It's result was he asked to grant a wish from him. She also asked what she wanted the most...... "What will he do?..... Will he give what she wished to him?..... " She switch off the main lights and on the night lamps. Moon light is also penetrating into the room. It felt so romantic. Her throat and tongue become dry. Her legs become wobble. She felt like that she's a new bride who came into the first night room. She went near the bed. He was laying on the bed by showing his back as usual. He didn't turn his face. " DID HE FALL ASLEEP " She flet disappointed. She didn't know why she's feeling unwell and suffocating. She thought " DIDN'T HE GOT EFFECTED BY EMOTIONS LIKE ME " " DIDN'T HE GOT TORTURE LIKE ME " " I WAS LIKE A SHIP ON THE WAVE...... I WAS LIKE A WAX ON THE FIRE..... I WAS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK WHEN YOUR HANDS ON ME " The Loneliness One dare not sound And would as soon surmise As in its Grave go plumbing To ascertain the size The Loneliness whose worst alarm Is lest itself should see And perish from before itself For just a scrutiny Cassandra came near the bed when she lay on the bed. She felt extremely disappointed that came out as a tears from her eyes... WHAT DO I DO, NOW I HAVE REACHED THE EDGE..? THE CLIFF IS STEEP TO THE PAIN BELOW. MILES UPON MILES OF EMPTY AIR AND NO HAND WILL I HOLD, BUT YOUR HAND AND YOU AREN'T THERE! WHAT DO I DO, WHEN SMOTHERING BLACK OF NIGHT ENGULFS ME..... COLDLY DARK SO DARK I TINGLE WITH SUDDENLY FEAR NO ARMS DO I NEED BUT YOUR ARMS AND YOU AREN'T THERE........ MY LOVELY SWEET HEART...