What're You Doing Stepbro?

Chapter 6

I sat still on the couch, gently tracing my lips with my fingertips. I couldn’t believe that Cole had kissed me. So many thoughts were running through my mind. Why did he kiss me? What brought on his sudden affection? Was this what he meant when he said he wanted to start over? I couldn’t decide if I should go confront him right now, or wait until he approached me about it, but would he?

After contemplating everything for a while, I decided I would confront him. I hopped off of the couch, and tip toed over to his room, trying not to wake our parents since it was almost midnight now. As I crept closer to his room, I noticed his door was slightly ajar. I peeked in, getting ready to knock on the door to let him know I was there, when what I saw stopped me in my tracks.

“Elena...” Cole moaned. I watched as he stroked his cxck slowly. His eyes were closed, as he leaned back against his headboard. I wanted to look away, to give him privacy, but I couldn’t. My eyes were glued to him as he continued to moan my name, pumping his shxft faster. I could feel my core throb as I watched it all play out. I was completely absorbed in watching him stroke himself. “Do you like what you see?” I jumped and looked up at his face. He had spotted me watching him.

I turned around and quickly ran off to my room. I closed my door quietly, and I sunk down to the floor. My face felt so hot as I tried to cool it with my hands. How embarrassing! I couldn’t believe he caught me gawking at him mxsturbating! I shouldn’t have been gawking. What’s the matter with me? I replayed the scene in my head again. He had been moaning my name. I hopped up and jumped onto my bed, burying my face in my pillow to stop myself from screaming. Our relationship with each other was getting weirder by the minute, and I wasn’t sure how to deal with all of these new feelings surfacing.

How was I supposed to face Cole now? What he was doing was confusing, but he was also doing it in the privacy of his own room. I shouldn’t have stopped to watch him, or at least left as soon as I realized what he was doing. Hearing him moan my name though, made butterflies swarm in my stomach. I slapped my cheeks. No! I have Zane, and Cole is my brother. I can’t think of him like that.

I tossed and turned in my bed, trying to erase the image from my mind, but every time I closed my eyes, I could see it, he was definitely well-endowed. My thoughts started to shift to what it would feel like to have him inside of me, and my hand absentmindedly trailed down to the waistband of my shorts. There couldn’t be any harm in getting off to the thought just once. It wasn’t cheating if it was just my imagination, right? With the reassurance from myself, I let my hand slip below my waistband. Feeling how wet I’d gotten from just thinking about Cole felt embarrassing.

It was so easy to slip my fingers in from how excited I had gotten. I wasn’t sure how many would be equal to Cole’s size, but from what I’d seen I was guessing at least three. I started pumping my fingers in and out of myself, picturing Cole taking me for himself. I grabbed my pillow with my free hand, covering my face with it to hide the moans that were falling from my lips. It had been so long since Zane and I had done anything, it was obvious that my pxssy was craving attention. Just this one time to get it out of my system, and I’d think about Zane the next time. ‘It’s only because it’s new, an exciting taboo, it’s nothing else’ I reassured myself again in my mind as I bucked against my fingers, that sweet release bubbling up inside of me.

I bit the fabric of my pillow as my orgxsm erupted through me, everything in me wanting to call out Cole’s name as I rode it out but having the better sense to shut myself up. I threw the pillow off of my face after I had calmed down, panting softly. All the energy I had before was spent as exhaustion started to weigh me down. I rolled over to lie on my stomach, my eyes drooping heavily as I looked at my bedroom door that was open slightly. ‘I could have sworn I shut that’, I thought to myself as my eyelids closed the rest of the way, pulling me into a deep sleep.

Without the help of an alarm, I woke up at seven a.m. on the dot, feeling refreshed for once. I quickly showered and headed downstairs to the kitchen to make myself a small breakfast before heading to work. Cole was in there, pouring himself a bowl of cereal when I walked in. I stared at his back for a moment, thinking about last night before I shook my head and opened the fridge. We definitely needed to go grocery shopping. I guess cereal was the only option today.

I waited for Cole to finish before I grabbed the cereal and poured myself a bowl. “I can do the shopping today if you’d like.” He said between bites.

“I only work a part day today; I can go with you if you want.” I replied while pouring some milk into the bowl. I grabbed a spoon and turned around to him, he just nodded, shoveling more into his mouth. “Okay, I’ll text you when I’m on my way home. I should be getting off at two today.” I looked at the time on my phone, s**t I was going to be late if I didn’t hurry up. I downed my cereal and ran to my car. I worked part-time as a barista while I finished some online courses.

My boss is a very chill and understanding woman, so when I showed up ten minutes late apologizing profusely, she just waved me off smiling. I was usually good at always being on time, so the couple of times I had been late she was okay with it. As I started to work, I realized it wasn’t as awkward between Cole and I as I thought it would be. I was grateful for that, and also glad he didn’t bring last night up. Feeling better about everything, I decided to get lost in my work, preparing fun drinks for all the customers until it was finally time to clock out.