~WHYTE~
My hand reaches to touch the other side of the bed, desperately searching for her with my eyes closed but I don't find her. I open my eyes at once and it dawns on me that she's left.
Fuck. She didn't even say goodbye.
Perhaps it best she's not here right now. I'm not sure I'll have as much self control as I had last night. I didn't even know I had that much self control. I couldn't think straight, my whole body felt disconnected and all I wanted was her.
It all began when we first kissed. It felt good. So good that it set my whole body on fire and when she came back, dressed up in a seductive gown, it became so much harder for me. But I needed to take things slow. We both agreed to that.
If only she's aware of what she's doing to me.
It feels like I'm getting obsessed and I
