~WHYTE~ It doesn't matter how far Serene is away from me physically or how much I decide to push her away. She will always own my heart. She'll always be the one to occupy my mind. Every part of me will always long for her. This, I've learned, I cannot change. She mostly stays indoors, but the few times that she shows up outside, I find myself watching her every move. I miss her so much. Everything about her. But I fear that if I get too close, I'll be doing differently from what I've already said. I made it clear that it's over between us even though I didn't entirely mean it. I can't be angry at her, no matter how much I try. I cannot hurt her. I love her way too much that she getting hurt, hurts me too. "Whyte," Kourtney calls my name from outside, and I go over to open the door fo

