Realising he is taking me to the lake by the familiar sign I remember seeing on our way past due to its weird name, I hope we aren't going swimming this time since its actually freezing today. Still not saying anything on our journey towards the lake, thoughts of him also breaking up with me start running through my head regardless if we haven't made anything official. It's still the thought of losing him that's getting to me right now. Taking a seat on the grass just before it drops off onto dirt, I let my legs hang over the edge so that my feet are now on the dirt until I'm swivelling around so that one leg is folded on the grass embankment and the other still planted firmly on the dirt below, Luca also mimicking my sitting position so that we're fully facing each other properly for th

