Andrea We hung out for a bit, enjoying the company of everyone giving us our congratulations. I was happy, happier than I had ever been in my life, but something felt off. I married my best friend, but something didn’t seem right. I looked at my dad and I couldn’t help but feel pain in my heart. I know they were giving him pain medicine, but a part of me feels like he was still suffering. I knew he was. He didn’t want to live like this and I knew deep down, he was tired. The smile that magically appeared on his face lasted only but a moment. It was almost like it didn’t happen. If Chris didn’t point it out, I probably wouldn’t have believed him. Going through everything the past few years has taken a toll on me. I don’t regret my decisions because everything I decided led me to this mom

