The Beta's Abused Daughter

12 YEARS OLD

2 years later, I am now 12. I have scars all over my body. I don’t think anyone can love me with the way I look. I am doing my chores as normal thinking about everything that I have been through for the past 6 years. Last year my mother carved on my right thigh one world. UNLOVED. I now I am unloved by all of them. I still have Nina. She still helps me even though its less and less since her mate isn’t on night patrol any longer except the few rare occasions. That’s okay though. Because she still does what she can to get me to smile. Heck she even tells me I’m pretty. Which I know is a lie. How can anyone be pretty when you look like me? I don’t even know what I truly look like. My face and body are always so badly bruised and swollen that I can’t tell. I stay strong though. I am a fighter. I was born of beta blood. I know I can survive anything. Nothing can break me. Or so I thought. 

I guess torture wasn’t enough. They had to take it up a notch. There was an Alpha visiting for a meeting. Alpha Zeke of the Black Moon Pack. Something about the way he watched me while. I was doing my chores didn’t sit well with me I had a funny feeling. I couldn’t tell what it was at all. As he was watching me I could feel my skin crawl. He is one of the new Alpha’s I think. I only hear the gossip from other omegas. As I am heading back to my room to change the bandages from this mornings torture. The cuts on my arms and back. I see him follow me with his eyes. To be honest it scares me more than anything. I am not directly looking at him and he is no where near me but my skin feels like its crawling. I cant hear what he is saying but the next thing I hear is my dads loud laugh through the house while saying “For the right price.”

I have no clue what they are truly talking about. I have this strange gut feeling that’s its about me since he keeps watching me. I watch as he gets up and walks to the front door to leave. As soon as everyone is out of the living room I rush in to hurry up and get it cleaned. I have learned that even if I clean it once I have to redo all the cleaning I did before. After I have vacuumed all the furniture dusted swept and mopped. I took the dishes to the kitchen and started to prepare diner. Tonight, I am going to homemade spaghetti and meatballs. As I am making the meat balls. I notice a little girl maybe about 4 or 5 watching me. 

“Did you need something to drink or something?” I ask her not turning around.

“No, why do you have all those marks?” She replies curious to the bruises and scars showing.

“They are from punishments. I made a mistake and needed to punished for it.”

She just stands there. 

“You might want to go find you mom or dad. I don’t want you to get hurt being in the kitchen.” 

After I said that she took off laughing running down the hall. After dinner was served I went to clean the dinning room and once I was done, I then finished in the kitchen. I headed to my room to rest since all my chores are done I go to my room to rest.

“Open this door you SLUT!!!” my mother yells at me. 

As soon as I do she throws me a dress and makes me change into it. I change as fast as I can. Once I’m done she grabs my arm and starts pulling me with her. I figured we were going to the basement. I was completely wrong though. We went to the guest rooms and she knocks on the door. I didn’t know we had guest here. When the door opens I see alpha Zeke standing there. He hands my mother an envelope and I see my mother take out money and start to count it. Once she is done she hands me over to him.

“You better listen. Do as the Alpha says is that understood w***e!!” 

“Yes Beta.” She shoves me at him and he catches me. Then he drags me inside the room and throws me towards the bed. I don’t look up but I can hear him walking closer to me. He almost looks like he is stalking his prey the way he watches my every move. 

When he got close enough to me. He kneeled down in front of me and grabbed a fist full of my hair yanking it back to make me look at him. I yelped in pain and tried to back up from his face. I felt his lips touch my cheek and I ripped my head away from him. I tried to leave but he grabbed me and threw mw on the bed. He climbed on top of me pinning me down. 

“Listen here little girl. Be a good girl and I’ll be easy this time. Make me angry and ill f**k you so hard you can’t move.” He said as I am trying to get away from him still. I feel my face burn from the back hand I just received. 

He starts to forcibly kiss me and when his licks my bottom lip I bite his tongue hard. As he notices I made him bleed he then lets his claws come out and rips my clothing away and does the same for him. I can feel him pushing my legs apart. I start screaming and thrashing trying to get him to stop and leave me along. As I am doing this the wind gets knocked out of me from him punching my stomach so hard. I am still screaming for help as tears are rolling down my face I fight with everything I have till he eventually hits me hard enough I am so dizzy I can’t fight back.

“BE A GOOD GIRL!!!” He roars in his alpha tone. I can’t feel him shove into me and I scream in pain. I can’t move he has me fully pinned down all I can do is cry and scream in pain from him forcing me. I don’t know when he stops but once he is done he throws me out of the room and I can’t stand at all. Everything hurts, so much, I don’t know why but my parents just sold me like they are my pimp. 

“Goddess help me please. Please you have to do something how much more can I handle before it becomes to much” as I am sitting here praying to the goddess Nina rounds the corner and sees me.

The look on her face shows she knows what happened. She helps me up and into my room I use what I have in here to scrub my body but nothing works I feel dirty he took the one last thing I had from me. He r***d me. 

The next morning, I wake up and make breakfast. Once I am done and my parents have finished eating they come into the kitchen and grab me by my hair and drag me to the torture room. Apparently when I don’t do what the Alpha wants not only will he beat me my parents will. Months go by and Alpha Zeke came by at least once a month. Every time I fought every time I tried something new to make him stop. At one point I even bit him. But that got my knocked out by him and the beating my parents gave me I was passed out for over a day hanging from the ceiling in the basement. 3 days of torture for doing that. After a few months of it just being Alpha Zeke, others decided they wanted to do the same. Pay to r**e me. I fought it for months until I literally couldn’t because the next beating will kill me. I am just lying in my room thinking about what I am going to do. They are taking everything from me. I don’t know how much more I can take with all of this going on. At least when I am passed out from a beating I don’t get trouble for not doing my chores. 

As months go by, and more Alphas hear of what my parents are doing to me. More come to the pack. The Alpha and Luna have even told me that I have to do this for the pack. I guess my parents are making good money out of it. I still don’t stop fighting though. I may not have strength to fight off an Alpha but I won’t ever be okay with any of this. I don’t care if it’s for the pack I know it’s wrong. I know in my heart that this isn’t right. I won’t stop fighting. I can’t stop fighting. 

Every time Alpha Zeke of the Black Moon pack comes his violence gets worse. He just ties my hands and body down to the bed. No matter how hard I try to fight it never seems to be enough. Only 4 more years till I shift and meet my mate who will save me from everything. At least I hope he does. As long as he is not in this pack. I am waiting till then. I can survive anything it only makes me stronger. As long as I stay strong. Along with being kind no matter what and brave. At least Nina tells me that as long as I am those things I can survive all of this. So, I do my best. Even with what I go through I would rather it be me than someone else. 

For this to happen to someone else would be bad. I know I am strong nothing can break me. Not now. I can survive in this for so long that I can survive anything. At least what I tell myself. It’s hard to be positive but I try. Even when the kids bully me and beat me up. I don’t fight back. I let them do it. I would be in even more trouble fighting back and I can’t do that. I won’t hurt someone else like they hurt me. I wouldn’t want this for anyone else. So, if not me then they will pick another kid.  That’s younger and I won’t allow that not while I’m here. 

It’s been a year and a half since I was r***d the first time. Still happens. That hasn’t changed, but something has. I can start to tell what my face looks like. It’s still got bruises and swelling but slowly going down. I guess the Alpha’s don’t like it when I have a bruise. That’s one good thing I am hoping to be able to see what I look like after so many years.