Hating the Monster Within

Not all stories have a happy ending for everyone. This is one of those stories.  We are all taught self acceptance and unfortunately no matter how hard we try there are things about us that we will hate till the day we die. This story has themes of self hatred and also some r**e scenes. I will be courteous and let you know ahead of time, but know that those scenes will impact the main character.  Don't worry there will be good things....just like in life, times will suck hardcore, but they can either make you or break you.  Characters (just to meet the minimum word count) Leona Pierce- main character- about 15 years old, in high school, has blonde hair, green eyes, and porcelain pale skin. She is around 5' 5". Eleanor Sparks-Leona's new name. Only change is she has red hair.  Ericson Pierce- Leona's father and former beta of the Black Moon pack in upstate New York Sheena Pierce- Leona's mother Carter Raines-Alpha of Blood River pack, Ericson's brother and Leona's biological uncle Nathan Taylor-Son of the Alpha of the Black Moon pack- 16 years old, in high school as well, black hair, green eyes, tanned skin, is 6'  Dr Sheena Nelson- 30 years old-human psychologist that Leona/Eleanor first sees when her wolf starts talking to her Dr Noir Dreyer- 55 years old-werewolf and psychologist. Former member of a European pack, but now lives in neutral territory and is the go to East Coast werewolf doctor.