[Next Day]
You were lying on your bed in the dark staring at the ceiling.
After the huge fight yesterday with Jungkook you couldn't face him, or even get up because your heart was broken.
Just knowing that he had regrets of your relationship made you regret even coming to see them.
Then you heard a knock at your door.
You groaned rolling your eyes and turning your body away from the door.
You heard the door opened and got irritated.
Then you felt pressure on your bed and a sat up turned to see Yoongi.
"Yoongi...wh-"
He shushes you placed a hand on your head pushing you back down to your bed.
"Don't say anything and just listen" he softly says
He placed a hand over your body and pulling you close to his body making you feel nervous and uncomfortable.
"Yoongi this is-"
"Don't worry no ones here.." he says
You were shocked by his words.
"Close your eyes" he says
"I don't feel like it-"
"Do it!" He says
You quickly shut your eyes seeing darkness.
"Jungkook loves you a lot, you should know that" he says
"But-"
"Didn't I tell you to listen?!" He asks
"Sorry..." you said and stayed quit.
"We heard you two fighting last night, it was your first with him and I get that you're mad with him but he and you were still young and curious, just because he had regrets doesn't mean he didn't love you Y/n"
"I mean you must have had regret missing him and crying to yourself at night too right?" He says
"So think it over and forgive him y/n or at least come eat lunch" he says
"We're all really worried about you" Yoongi says
You felt the heavy weight off and heard the door closing.
You sighed.
"He's right..." you softly said
You did have regrets.
Being jealous that army would always get to see him and you couldn't, you were sad and you couldn't cheer him on in person, be there for every award he had, going onto stage seeing him perform and working hard.
You did have regrets that you did something awful that only you knew about.
You missed him so much. But you faced the fact knowing that he was your boyfriend. And that dating an idol was like trying to wake up for school and being there on time.
You kept thinking what Yoongi had said trying to figure if you should even forgive Jungkook.
[Time Skip]
"She's not coming down..." Jimin sighs
"She must be really heartbroken" Jin says
"I just want to give her a hug" Taehyung says
"Watch it" jungkook glared
"You should go talk to her" Namjoon says
"I can't..." jungkook says
"Why not?" Yoongi asks
"Because she'll just be even more upset with me, but I was still young and stupid...I knew I shouldn't have just thrown it away..." jungkook ran a hand through his hair.
"You should have"
They all looked up in shock to see you walking down the stairs after hearing your voice.
"Y/n! You're finally out of your bedroom" Jin smiled
"Y/n...." jungkook says as he saw you.
He felt really guilty hoping that you would forgive him. He got out of his chair walking over to you.
"I know you and I were still young" you said and stood in front of Jungkook staring at him.
"I had regrets also...not being there for every single concert you had and for the hard times..." you said
"But we've grown up, and look how far we've made it" you said
You could tell jungkook was nervous by his lip bite and touching his fingers.
You touched his hands and stepped closer towards him.
"So I forgive you"
You gave him a hug as he hugged you tightly.
"I'm so sorryy!!" He says
"I really am" he says
"Yeah...I'm sorry too" you said
The guys smiled at you for how brace and able solve the first fight with him.
Especially since they didn't want you to leave and never return.
You sighed just holding him as the hurtful memory came back.
~~Flashback~~
You were in tears staring at his bare chest.
"We don't have to do this if you don't want to" he says
You looked directly at him and cupped his cheeks.
" I want to.."
He leans down slowly and giving you a kiss.
You held in your moans and grunts and thinking about Jungkook imagining that it was him who was touching you.
But you couldn't.
You pushed the guy off before he could pull off your panties.
You started to cry in your hands thinking about how you betrayed Jungkook.
"I-I can't do it...not with you Logan..." you looked at him in tears
Then he gives you a kiss making you feel surprised.
"It's alright, so you really love him don't you" he says
"Yes...even though we can't see each other" you said
"Well if you love him you shouldn't do this, not with another guy it won't be the same" Logan put on his clothes before leaving you in your room.
You started crying to yourself in the dimmed room.
~~Flashback ends~~
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