Love Is Not Over

Chapter 4

After you ate a lot of street food you decided to grab some boba tea from a local cafe shop.

"Hello what can I get for you?" The cashier asks

"Yes I would like to try your new special" you smiled

"Alright would you like jelly or pearls? And what size?" She asks

"Umm...both and medium" you said

"Aright that'll be 13,000won ($13 U.S dollars)

You handed her the money as you went on your phone waiting for the drink.

Once you got your drink you decided to stop at the grocery store to get some junk food.

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You sighed sitting on the couch watching some T.V as you were bored out of your mind.

"I'm going to die of boredom!!" You whined.

You turned off the T.V and decided to do something that would not be such a good idea.

"Alright, please forgive me for this" you said

You opened the first bedroom door revealing a bed until he middle with a huge dresser and mirror together and two small single couches facing each other.

"I wonder who's room is this" you peeked around trying to figure out.

You jumped the bed and a scent of Namjoon filled your nose.

"Wow even his bed smells like him, Namjoon doesn't really have anything in his room...." you sighed.

"Next room" you walked out of the room closing it and entering. Another room in curiosity.

"Of course Jhope" you looked around the room.

He had little collector toys arranged on a shelf with a lot of CDs.

How come Jin's room is the only huge one..." you asked yourself still looking around Hoseoks room.

You waked out of his room and entering another room.

"Now this has to be sugas room" you smiled looking around.

"His room smells no clean and fresh" you couldn't help but jump onto his bed smelling the bed sheets.

It was filled with his cologne.

"I guess he's still lazy as ever" you smiled

You looked at Yoongi's clock seeing that it was already seven o' clock.

"Damn...and I did nothing this whole day but eat" you sighed.

You waked out of his room and opened another one.

"Taehyungs room!" You smiled and explored his bedroom before leaving to another.

You walked into Jin's bedroom again still admiring the beauty of his bedroom and how huge it was.

You opened the door and seeing a picture of Jimin, his mom and his dad and brother" you smiled

"I guess this is jimins bedroom, I thought there would be more..." you looked around.

"Nothing, am I the only one with a private bathroom?" You asked crossing your arms.

You walked out the door and taking a breath before the last and only one you haven't checked yet.

"Jungkooks....bedroom" you gulped and opened the handle walking inside and closing the door behind you.

"Goddamn, I guess Jin and Jungkook have the only huge rooms then" you said

"Not that much, but it suits him" you looked around.

You looked out his huge window smiling. "But my room is better" you grinned. You turned around to walk back downstairs until you foot hit the hard wooden desk. "Owww! Stupid foot!"

You rubbed your foot until it felt better and saw that you knocked a piece of paper down. You picked it up and stopped looking at it. You dropped it on the floor as it opened.

"Oh no it opened..." you picked it up and read it.

"Dear my beloved Y/n, I've been having doubts and concerns about us, I know this is out of the bloom but I can't take it anymore, not being able to see you, to touch you, to kiss and hug you, I keep getting distracted by just thinking of you, I don't know what else to do anymore, I'm sorry if I'm worrying you but that's how I really feel like, please understand and not hate me, but I still love you...." you were about to cry just reading the hurtful letter of regret.

You crumbled the piece of paper up throwing it inside of your pocket.

"He's been having regrets? So what Jin said..."

~~flashback~~

"You should see him at our fan sights, he's always-"

~~Flashback ends~~

"Does he still even love me?...."

You shook your head out of thought wiping away your tears that you held back. As you walked towards his doorway the bedroom door opened revealing a Jungkook in shock and surprised.

You were also surprised as you jumped a little seeing his presence.

"Uhh....b-back already?" You hesitated

"What were you doing in here?" He asks

"Not peeking through your stuff that's what" you lied and sniffed as tears were about to come just looking at him and smelling his cologne.

He grabbed onto you after dropping his bag onto the floor giving you a hug.

"What's wrong? Did you cry?" He asks softly

You shook your head meaning 'no'.

"Then how come it looks like you were about to cry?" He asks

"I-I was just watching a sad drama" you lied

"Ahh, which one?" He asks

"I forgot the name" you said and looked down to the floor seeing his iron man socks making you want to laugh but you were too hurt to even say anything about his letter.

"So I'm back early from my schedule what's the surprise?" He asks

"Surprise?" You asked looking at him clueless.

"You forgot?" He saddened his expression.

"Ohh...that surprise" you said and sighed

Jungkook looked at you and picked you up bridal style setting you on his white chair.

"Tell me whats wrong, did something happened? You're never always this sad" he says

"Well it's been four years, I've grown up" you looked away from making eye contact.

"Why won't you tell me?" Jungkook asks trying to make you look at him but you kept avoiding his eye contact as the tears we about to come out.

"Did I do something?" He softly asks

"Why would you think that?" You looked at him into his eyes.

"Because you won't look at me" he says

You took a deep breath closing your eyes as tears streamed down your cheeks.

"Y/n..." jungkook looked hurt just seeing you in tears.

"I'm sorry..." you wiped them away but he stops giving you a smile.

"Don't be sorry, why are you upset?"

"Because...you re-re-regretted our relationship" you sobbed loudly.

"I never did" he says

"Then explain this" you took the crumbled up paper out and showed him.

He looked shock knowing that he regretted even writing that letter or at least not throwing it away.

"When did you write this?" You asked

"Y/n that was a long time ago I was depressed and I let my emotions out-"

"WHEN DID YOU WRITE IT?!" you yelled.

Jungkook was taken aback from your action.

"Three years ago...on our first anniversary of not being together" he looks down to the floor.

"So you've regretted dating me this whole time?" You asked

"No" he doesn't make eye contact.

"Answer me truthfully!!" You yelled at him once more

"Yes! Yes! Okay!" He says giving in.

You were shocked and didn't want to hear those words. You cried even more from hearing those words. "But seeing you come back here after four years made me missed you so much and that I was stupid and neglecting of my own feelings" he says

"I was still young and curious I thought it wouldn't work out because of how busy our lives were" he says

"But I don't regret it anymore....I love you okay? And that's that you can never leave me even if you wanted to" he says almost about to cry.

You couldn't speak or say anything, it was like you lost your voice and it was gone. This was your first huge fight with him in person. You couldn't believe that he had regrets of dating you. "But I love you, and that's all I want you to know" he says

He looks directly into your eyes depending the gaze.

"I was stupid..."

He leans closer inches away from giving you a kiss.

"Please forgive me"

He kisses your lips as you closed your eyes releasing even more tears.

[Jimin pov]

"WHEN DID YOU WRITE IT?!" we all heard Y/n shouting from upstairs and looked worried.

We all rushed upstairs and stopped when we heard Y/n crying. We opened the door a little bit listening in. "Are they fighting?" Taehyung asks

"This is they're first fight together..."Yoongi sounded worried.

"What do you think it's over?" Jhope asks

"So you've regretted dating me this whole time?" We were all in shock that Jungkook regretted asking her out.

"Shouldn't we stop this?" I asked

"No they have to face it, it's a couples thing" Namjoon says

"Y/n's scary when she's upset..." Taehyung says

"I agree, even more than Jimin" Yoongi says

"Yah!" I whispered.

"Do you think they'll make up?" Taehyung asks

"Well just have to see" Jin says

I couldn't help but think that Jungkook regretted asking her out. I even introduced them to each other and he even fell in love with her at a young age.

Before we debuted and she was going to leave Korea and go live with her mother. She was my best friend ever since middle school and up until now. I wanted to punch Jungkook so badly but I couldn't because this wasn't my problem.

Just seeing Y/n cry like that, it made me feel so hurt. Before She left, Jungkook asked for my opinion and kept asking if she had a boyfriend.

Which I decided on telling him. Then just before we all said goodbye to her, I was going to give a letter to her as I wrote it. But then Jungkook had a private goodbye session with her.

After they came back Y/n's face was red and jungkook was smiling like he got what he wanted for Christmas for so long.

"Guys guess what! I asked out Y/n! And she said yes!" Jungkook smiled happily and held her hand as she shyly looked at us. My hands turned into fist as I crumbled up the paper and placed it inside my pocket.

"Congratulations!!" Everyone smiled

"But we're idols Jungkook, you're not suppose to be dating anyone, it's against the rules" Namjoon says

"I can keep it a secret and so can she right?" Jungkook smiles at Y/n.

"Uhh yes" she says

I couldn't help but believe that my two best friends and Crush were now going out with each other.

I loved her first.