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○•welcome to my lovely diary•○ ♡comment suggestions♡ my first love was a boy,a rich boy I was 11 when I heard that a new rich family is moving in near us, I was surprised since we never had neighbours, and having a neighbour seemed fun, a few days I saw the family for the first time, there were only four people, a mom, a dad, a little boy, and a little baby held by the beautiful brunette mom with green eyes and tight silky clothes, their new house was massive ,unlike mine. It had many balconies and fancy windows and a massive garden with colourful flowers,cedar trees ,fluffy grass, I'm not really surprised how such a rich family would move here,in my area,it was a popular place for rich people since it was quiet and safe,but my family never fit in. my dad was forced to marry my mother, and he had no job .meanwhile, my mother was weak, arrogant persons,but not to me, she still had that soft, kind soul,she works 5 jobs to feed my father's and my a*s,I often heard her sneak out at night just to go watch the stars and hope for a more livable life,my father? his only wish is to have women near his side 24/7 and was really abusive when it came to my mom and me ,when I was 5 I would her him shouting at mom and I could feel the belt that left marks on my mother's skin,I would hide under my bed,hoping my turn wouldn't come , eventually I got used to my dad's actions and so did mom, dad never really cared about us,so it was just me and my young mom against the big world, I walk outside to take a look at the neighbours,the boy named hyunjin who is the eldest notices me and and blankly stares at me, I think it might be from my old clothes,or from my ruined shoes,but all I knew was that hyunjin kept staring at me until his dad called him to come get his suit case,later on I learned the family's names the mom's name was Adriana, the father's name was felix,and the youngest baby's name was ni-ki,they had a little cat called lily, she was black with fluffy fur and blue eyes, after the family take their things and head inside I realise that over been standing there half an hour doing nothing bit thinking as I hopefully walk back home,I notice an old man selling cotton candy, he was almost dinosaur old I felt really bad so I told him to wait there, I slipped inside my house and stole 5 dollars from my father's wallet he was sleeping on the couch as if he had nothing to do. anyways I go back outside and give the man the five dollars, he was really grateful and gave me a sack of cotton candy , I sat on the porch outside knowing that of my dad wakes up and sees me eating snacks he'll know that I took five dollars from him and get a shouting worth my life,I sit on the porch and open the bag, but as I munch onto the first piece of candy,I catch hyunjin staring at me from his window, that met mine inside my room I look at him back he notices and gets back inside and closes the window, as if I care, men were the last thing i wanted to worry about in my life.