Being an ordinary girl

As she walk to her classroom..she silently sit to the last row while listening to the rumours of her classmate.Just like that she learn that they had a new pretty classmate and a handsome one too. Like others she became a talkative and talk to her old classmates.Its like that for ten years she have been studying.She likes to gossip about new things,hotnews and viral and also her most beautiful classmate on the year. Like ordinary girl she dreamed of having a celebrity boyfriend or a prince like an CEO or president but ofcourse she knew herself too well even though she was addicted to fantasy or romance story she knew that the reality is harsh. Even being married to rich and famous person is hard because everyone will try to find a flaw to you just because of jealousy. But even everyone dreamed that they know that kind of happening is so hard.Jen also knew that with her personality there's no way she can get herself a perfect man because her personality is lazy and deliquent who doesnt like to study everyday. She doesnt also have a good looks and look too ordinary for her to be notice like her other classmate. After the teacher entered.The classroom went silent scared of being reprimanded and scared to let the teacher pointed them and let them clean the classroom after school. That is an ordinary school life.Everytime someone will not listen and be noisy on the school will have to do work on the school as a punishment. Because of this the school was respected because they punished the student if they ever made a mistakes or wrong that maybe too much but ofcourse our school is fair if ever the its the teachers fault and not the student. We can file a report to it if it confirmed that its the truth the teacher maybe filed or be warned three times but if the teacher is still doing it she/he may be fired. But not everytime justice is always win,there may be the saying that there is karma in the world or the truth will be revealed but sometimes it will be later when the things had already gone wrong. Like am ordinary student girl I am on of the girl who always copy the answer to my classmate.That's when I realized my time of studying to school is wasted because of my wrong decision my examination is a failure. When the first exam come I forgot all the things that I copied the answered on my classmate when we're doing test that time. Because that time I didnt study instead I always rely on others effort I only remember the answer but not where to answer the question. Because of it I forgot about it I try to copy my classmate answers in exam without knowing that I unknowingly wrote her name on my exam paper while copying all her/his answer including her/his paragraph sentence. After our exam we're given two days break and now its our time to know own scores on examination. Others were excited while others were curious and anxious and I am the latter. That's because I know myself that I dont know whether my score are high or low because its not my knowledge to begin with not knowing if she/his correct. While were sitting on our chair the teacher entered while sighing like she/he has a bug problem. "I had a very bad announcement for everyone" When the genius or the one who studied hard for the exam heard it they were calm while also curious why teacher look so sad. While us look anxious for some reason like something bad was gonna happen. "Because of unexpected cheating on exam we conclude that everyone will retake the exam" After hearing that some sigh while some were anxious.After hearing that I couldnt help but feel so scared because I feel that the teacher know who is cheating because not only she look at my classmate where I copied to she also look at me looking so stress. "Why some of you want to cheat on exam when we can study it or answer it on our own even its full of mistakes alteast we didnt cheat right and also."we remain silent as some of us look at the teacher guiltily. "Even if you graduate using cheating you can cheat your own knowledge,what if you got excellent resumes by always cheating then your boss ask you about the knowledge that you been faking about?" "What are you gonna say?I dont know?!I forgot?or I didnt study about that!when your boss clearly saw that your grades about the topic he ask is one of your excellent resumes and have high grade on it." "What your boss gonna say about you lying your own resumes"saying that you are a scammer or liar about your own resume?didnt you feel ashamed?" "Even you find another work they will not accept you sometimes because your resumes says you are aliar or a scammer." "You should be honest from now on because even you cheat others until you got what you want because of it you cant cheat your own knowledge isnt?" "So this is the last warning guys there is not second warning because I dont want to let you do it again understand?" "Yes, teacher" After the class our teacher pass a envelope with a letter on it.While walking not wanting to embarrass me. While I was going home I read the letter from the teacher. It says that even we answer wrong atleast we try our best to answer it ourselves and dont try to cheat but we must also work hard and study so hard with our effort ofcourse the letter says that my teacher invite me to the church. At the moment I hesitates but when I saw the the next words that its my own choice whether I accept the invitation or not,not forcing me because not wanting to hurt my feelings, thinking rhat consideration maybe I should try. My teacher is a Christian while I was catholic but rarely go to church cause wanting to hang out to my friends and play like I always do but since my teacher try her best to me so why not?and also its disrespectful to reject it. After I entered the church at first I was shy and silence because I didnt know too much about them and I didnt know them so long. But after a warm welcome and nice greeting I feel touched because I was too ordinary to be noticed and I was new on the church but they warmly welcome me as like they were my brother and sisters. As our pastor preach I start to listening even though I am bored I dont know but after listening too much preach is I cried like others in the church while some of them raise their hands. Maybe because the preach of it concise with whats happening of my life and feel that its a message for me like God want me to hear of it and remembered it so clearly. The words like "Our hearts may be deceitful But they can also be repentat."