Sinning Love

Chapter 8

“Why are you breaking up with me?” James asked, shaking his head. “I don’t understand. I thought we were good together.”

“James, we were,” I replied, keeping myself from rolling my eyes, “Only I found out so many things that made me question our relationship.” I technically wasn’t lying. But I wasn’t fully telling the truth either. A part of me felt guilty about this but I’m way too far gone to go back. I wanted Josh way too much to stay with James.

“What did you find out?” James asked, his eyes widened for some reason, “don’t tell me that man-w***e told you about the bribe...”

“What bribe?” I asked, my eyes narrowing in suspicion, knowing that by man-w***e he meant Josh.

“Never mind,” he tried to blow off the whole topic. “Forget I said that.”

“No. Absolutely not.” I said with pure anger in my eyes. “Besides being an utterly, unmistakable jealous asshole on top of being an extreme liar to someone who did care about you, what the f**k did I miss?”

“Nothing,” he muttered, unable to meet my eyes.

“See why I want to end this?” I felt the eyes of people staring at me at Starbucks but I didn’t give a f**k. Not anymore.

“Shut up, don’t be so loud.”

“Oh honey, you haven’t even seen loud yet.”

“Fine, I’ll tell you.”

I c****d an eyebrow in expectation, crossing my arms across my chest. “Start talking. Now.”

“My parents had to pay in order for me to get into med school.”

“What?!” I was furious, fighting the urge to go bat s**t crazy on him in front of several strangers.

“Now, you know.”

“You mean now I know something that I didn’t know before,” I gritted through my teeth. He shrugged his shoulder in response, avoiding eye contact.

“I mean Jesus, we couldn’t even be at your own damn house to see each other. What the f**k is with that?!” my voice began to rise. “It’s pathetic James.”

“This shouldn’t affect our relationship. It’s dumb to even think that it should.”

Is he being for f*****g real right now? I rolled my eyes and looked directly at him. “We’re done James.”

“But...” he started, only to be interrupted by my anger.

“No buts, no ifs, we are OVER.” I let out the last three words very slowly, to make them digest in his stupid head. I got up from the chair, threw one last glare at him and left, without looking back. How the f**k did that asshole fool me for the 3 months of total hell? I knew I could always read through someone, but him? Damn, he was good. Due to the incident, this would be the first time I showed up late at lecture, but I would not miss the second one for anything or anyone. I’m not dressed to seduce, having worn only a tighter pair of white jeans with holes throughout the jeans and a black long-sleeved shirt, but my underwear was of one enticing purpose. Maybe Josh can appreciate it. He will, the non-rational side of her, spoke deep inside. And I’m going to enjoy every minute of what he does to me.

“That will be all for today,” Josh announced after only 30 minutes of the course. Most of his students had not even read the chapter from the previous lesson, then decided to move the lecture to Thursday.

He had been intending to free them earlier than their other classes because he knew he had a promise to keep after all. Abbie played the innocent role, gathering her things and walked towards the door with Amanda. “Miss. Daniels, a word please?”

She stopped, waved goodbye to Amanda, and turned to face him, a small smile forming on her face. As the last student left, he commanded in a stern tone, “Close the door.”

She felt so guilty of doing what was about to happen but she didn’t care. Not with him. She looked at him and saw him check her out from head to toe. She bit her lip in anticipation.”

Strip,” he ordered as he sat at his desk.

I slowly slid my clothes off, breaking eye contact with him. Holy s**t. Holy f**k. I can’t believe I’m doing this right now!!!!! Once I was fully stripped of my clothes, I couldn’t tell if he liked the view or not for she was too far away to see anything in the depth of his intense eyes.

“Strip everything, Abbie” he said in a rather harsh tone as he left his desk and walked towards me.

My mind was spinning with excitement and did as I was told, slowly seeing him get closer and closer to her. My n*****s were hard, and I couldn’t be more wet than I was right now.

“Good girl.” He then firmly told her, “now, on that desk.” As I reluctantly walked towards it, he added an even rougher voice. “Now!” I hurried to the desk and sat down. “Legs wide open,” he ordered as he turned to face her, eyes filled with lust and desire. He closed the distance and inserted two fingers inside her.

I moaned loudly, and Josh smirked at me. “Did you leave him?”

“Yes. This morning.”

“Good,” he started to move his fingers in a gentle pace inside of me. I bit my lower lip to contain my moan, but was rewarded with him pulling my hair and bringing my face two inches from his. “Did I say anything about being quiet?” Josh asked me, eyes almost black with desire.

“No.”

“No, what?” It was a question I’ve been waiting for.

“No, sir.” With that response, I was then rewarded with a soft kiss turned into a passionate kiss. When his lips left mine, I whimpered in need of him.

“Shh... I’ll take care of you.”

I watched with lust as he opened the button of his dress pants and unzipped them. From the size of his erection covered by his boxers, I knew he was big. He freed his d**k and gripped my shoulders. He then pulled his fingers out of me and slowly entered inside me. He inched in until he was finally all the way inside. He began with long, deep thrusts, causing me to moan like there was no tomorrow, on the verge of wanting to c*m already. He stopped and told me in a serious tone, “You don’t get to c*m until I say so.”

“Yes, sir.”

He slid back inside me. each thrust faster and harder, watching as my eyes rolled back in pure pleasure. With nearly impossible effort, I tried to not c*m. “Are you on birth control?”

“Yes, I’m on the pill,” I informed him, relieved that he’d fill me with his c*m. There was something satisfying about filling her with his c*m. His thrusts were faster if it was even possible, as his hand led toward my clit. A gentle pinch and that was all it took for to have multiple orgasms around him.

“Your muscles are clenching me hard baby, you can c*m now.” My moaning made me lose control. I couldn’t hold back. “You ready for me, Abbie?”

“Yes Josh.”

“f**k!” It felt like heaven as I filled her with my c*m. As I slid out, I gently wiped her with a tissue. “That was your first special lecture with me.”

I went to the heap of clothes on the floor and handed them to her. “Can you undress me next time?”

I reached for Abbie’s hand and brought her to my chest, having her feel my toned muscles. “You feel so strong.”

“Does that turn you on?”

“Yes, even more than you already do.”

“Good.”