My Arcane Muse

My most cherished childhood memories. Why are they vaguer than vivid in my mind??? Why my heart always feels like I am trying to solve the riddle of those memories which seems to be some important yet missing pieces that could get me to know the memories of someone who is so dear to my heart as well as the reason for my all cherished best memories. You were by my side during the direst time of my life. You become my strength to survive and my biggest hope to look forward every tomorrow with a bright smile along with only one wish buried depth down my heart that was to encounter you once more to make you mine and to adore your these eyes which sparkle like a pair of rubies. The girl in front of me is she an angel or a goddess??? She is so pretty with heavenly beauty beyond anyone’s imagination. She is so gorgeous to be just a mere human that if someone says she is either a goddess or an angel, I won’t take a second to believe it. But why her charming face is full of disdain where her mesmerising smoky quartz eyes full of inexpressive affection whenever she encounters me??? And why does most of the time she tries to be rude with me and try her best to keep me away from me as if I would discover any secret that she has been guarding for years if I get close to her by breaking all the thorny walls around her melting the ice of her heart??? Even though she is completely a stranger to me why she gives me a strange feeling of warmness, why her every and each gaze look familiar to me??? Why her sight always gives me a feeling of sense of security??? Her those golden brown stardust eyes which are mesmerising like the Andromeda galaxy full of uncountable stars always make me remember someone. Why the unfamiliarity in her those magnificent enstatite gemstones like eyes is awakening a familiarity of those pigeon blood ruby eyes that can even shine in the darkness ??? Are the person in my vague memories and the lady in front of me the same person but how??? ******************************************* This is unacceptable!!! The boy in front of my eyes, why it is him??? He is so different from others, so charming and handsome to be true but I can’t let him get into my world, I can’t let him get over my mind, at any cost I can’t let him rule my heart… I don’t like humans. So, I won’t like him too. All that, he will receive from me is disdain and hatred. I will never allow a mere human to get closure to me by any means breaking through the barrier full of thorns surrounding me... Obviously not even him!!! Love is not my cup of tea as I can do nothing but the only bloodshed and hatred, cruelty is my one and only language... ******************************************** "No matter what I will win her with my hard work and love..." "You damn mere human, no matter what you do you can never melt my heart or get my appreciation..." ******************************************** The hunting game of love has begun between an optimistic versatile male lead and the kickass hard to win bossy female lead. Now it's time to see who wins at the end??? Will the male lead win the tyrant female lead??? Or, Table of the game will eventually be turned by any mysterious secret or any third party rival???