23.
I woke up sore as hell and feeling shitty. Not because I was hungover, I took in a lot of water in the shower, but for having s*x with my boyfriend. How weird was it to feel s**t about that.
I laid awake, trying not to move to wake up Josh, s*x with him last night was crazy good and rough, but I still found myself thinking of Brody. Where was he? I thought about texting him but I thought maybe he left because of me and I should give him space.
I thought about where he could have gone, would he go back to the farm? I didn’t know if he still had ties to it as his parents had passed and he had left it, who else was manning the fort? Unless he had sold it. Maybe he didn’t want to be with me anymore, after I told him I needed time to do what I needed to do and we couldn’t be together un
