24. The day had almost passed and I was still trying to make sense of it all. It did make sense, Josh had told me his father had a son with someone else, way before him. Jackson could be 10 years older than him. But why would he tell me that? I couldn’t make sense of this, I needed Brody, but he was no where to be found. He was the only person I could talk to, that knew. And I wanted to tell him this. I decided to get up and go for a walk to the beach to try and clear my head. It was overcast today so I put my leggings and a hoodie on. I still wore thongs so I could take them off and put my feet in the sand. I also decided to bring my half empty bottle of rum, to take the edge off. I walked along the beach, taking sips of rum every now and then, just thinking and letting the sound of the

