BLAIR’S POV.
Today's training took a huge toll on me. Madame Claude had me sit in a pool of warm water for many hours until it turned freezing. She claimed it was a way of helping me regain my powers, but it felt like a waste of my time. I was beginning to doubt myself. I don't know if I will ever be good enough or strong enough to defend myself and my baby. Every night when I sleep, I wish to see my mom again so we could talk, and maybe she could tell me what to do, but I never do. I caressed my stomach slowly; my pregnancy bump was beginning to show. I was happy for the life I was carrying within me, but at the same time, I felt guilty. Guilty about potentially harming my baby. It was too risky to bring a child into my world. My life was in danger, I knew sooner or later, they would co
