My heart right now is in pain, seeing her crying that hard because of me makes my heart broken. Ayaw ko siyang makitang nagkakaganito, I am really causing her too much pain. I am so selfish, ni hindi ko man lang naisip noon na sobrang damage pala ang magagawa ko sa kan'ya dahil sa mga pinag-gagawa ko. Gusto ko sana lumapit kay Ramona at yakapin siya, gusto ko humingi ng tawad pero hindi ko magawa. Someone is watching.
I lie, again.
Pinalabas kong nag-panic attack ako para maputol ang hearing, and I really made it. I just followed what they've planned.
Dean and Travis asked the judge if I can go home and the judge allowed them, kaya heto na ako ngayon... Nasa bago kong bahay kaharap ang magagaling kong mga magulang.
"Bravo! What a good skills in acting my Son," saad ni Mommy na pumapala
