The makings of a true alpha

So, I know I was like all drama queen three weeks ago and was like, "I quit!" But uh, I graduated and I don't have s**t to do, and I reread my description (it is amazing btw, like I want to read this and it doesn't even exist.) and realized "hey, this book was originally an amazing idea and had a great whatever its called, plot, and I just dinged it up because I was going through an Alice in wonderland phase," So I decided to just scrap all my updates and chapters and start a new. So, after I publish this update I'm going to rewrite the whole thing with noticeable changes.  1. the guys and Andrea(?) are going to basically be the same and more thought out because I don't know their fudging names for the life of me, and I need to start writing things down.  2. My love for writing recently became alight because I recently had a dream where this emperor went back in time to before his fiancee who was in love with his brother killed him and subtly changed the past (just enough to not kill him, and a few other things,) where she fails to kill him with the poison or stab him with a dagger to the heart and at the same time he attracts the attention of the mad emperor of an enemy empire and so it leads to this surprisingly sweet (that to the point us readers are squealing but the other characters are like gag,) with an insanely possessive and obedient top and a crazy smart and adventurous bottom (I've been reading too many Korean/Chinese yaoi web novels. don't judge me) and I REALLY want to turn that into a book so I am.  3. I recently came out to my mom and I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest so I'm really motivated to write some smut lol.  4. my original plot was sick, so I'm going back to it. THE SIX(?) MEN'S NAMES ARE COLLIN, AMBROSE, LUKE, WILLIAM, SEBASTIAN, ANUBIS. GOD THAT'S A LOT OKAY, so changes.  COLLIN: so, description? "Gorgeous brit" ...Did I spell that right? I'm thinking 6'2,6'3 with like caramel skin and like a decent Captain American sized build. (I keep wanting to spell caramel with an H even though I KNOW that's wrong. it's bothering me. ugh) and like a military type style, (like cargo pants that are form-fitting around the ass or smthn and like tight long sleeve shirts that showcase his muscles, yum. ) and dark hair close to the scalp but like two inches longer than a buzz cut. He, Sebastian, and Anubis (those are the twins, right?) are all fae but the twins are dark fae with like midnight black skin with rune carvings that shine in the moonlight (which is REALLY pretty in my head lol.) and long white hair when they're not wearing their glamours. and Collin is an earth fae (which I'm calling an earthling. ...get it? I thought it was funny. Jk though. IDK what I'm going to call him. maybe just collin lol.) so when he uses his powers his dark black eyes (ooh, we all know Ima add soul-sucking eye battles just cuz I can. I find the darker the eye color the longer you want to look, to decipher if there are any specks of gold or light. just me?) turned a sparkly gold and his hair... IDK. His SKIN starts shimmering and like become reptilian? food for thought. that would be fun if he gets excited when dot dot dot -ing (mama mia, anyone?) his skin does that and his eyes... personally I would probably love that.  LUKE: Vampire, obviously. He has dark blood-red eyes that get brighter around blood and a long-ass braid that goes down to his knees that he only takes out for that sensual peep show we unabashedly watch with Andrea as he skinny dips in a pond. His hair is Black and silky soft (or that's what Andrea says) and to top it off, he's a bloody virgin. (hah. Pun intended. that scene is going to be VERY bloody ^_^ ) THE TWINS: THEY'RE IDENTICAL AND I BASICALLY GAVE A DESCRIPTION IN COLLINS BIO butttt for perfection's sake, I'll retype for you bitches. actually, I'm just doing a lil ctrl-c and ctrl-v actions.  Sebastian and Anubis are dark fae with like midnight black skin with rune carvings that shine in the moonlight (which is REALLY pretty in my head lol.) and long white hair when they're not wearing their glamours. With glamours, they have dark blue short hair and brown eyes. they're both about 6'8 which is shorter than William but they're considered tall anyways. especially in the human world. their mother was a halfling (half-fae and something I'm going to disclose at this time.) and  so they have darker tendencies than the others. WILLIAM: Animal shifter. I liked where I was going originally with his character so, Animal shifter with dark skin and thick braids down his back. He's HUGE, like 7 feet and bigger than the biggest football player. he is beast-like in his words and actions, he spends more time as an animal than human so he has distinct animal traits. his eyes are like the darkest deepest part of the ocean, so a dark blue the seems to surround you, and consume you.  AMBROSE: Ambrose is the real mystery of the group. He claims to be a sorcerer but his magic/power is unlike any other. he is a conundrum, a complete and utter mystery. HE just showed up one day, no one knows anything about him really, only his name and what he looks like. He's the shortest at 6 feet even. He has soft blond hair that is styled into a Viking style.    https://www.pinterest.com/pin/590182726144371931/?nic_v2=1a3A9NaBe (I follow this guy on youtube (the one in the picture) he does a lot of wig tutorials.) He has blue eyes that shine like the sun is always glaring at him (IDK? you know how eyes get in the sun.) This: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/294352525650306970/?nic_v2=1a3A9NaBe Or This: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/470344754814966590/?nic_v2=1a3A9NaBe Even these could work: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/445786063107084732/?nic_v2=1a3A9NaBe something like those! :) But yeah, in like a week, I'll burst out with like three to five new chapters where the story is back on track! Later.